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Keegan
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Is there ever a time where Jack and I can just be peaceful with another, without fighting?
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No.
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I should've never trusted him. He was just some guy I sold drugs to, and I decided to let him in my life, only to make it worse. He acts like he owns me and has control over me.
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It was a two days after visiting Johnson and Sammy, and Jack still wasn't home yet. Yes, I was worried, only because I wouldn't want to see him missing or even worse, dead.
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I didn't call the cops yet. I know I should, but I also know that Jack doesn't want to get involved with them.
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I texted Jack again saying to please come home. He never answered. All of a sudden, the door came open, and he stood there with dark eye bags and sadness. He drank.
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I walked up to him and held his hand. "Are you okay, Jack?"
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"I always fuck things up. I'm sorry, Keegan. I'm sorry for calling you a bitch, for thinking I have control of you and for always letting my anger on you."
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"It's okay, I forgive you. I'm sorry as well, because I know that you think I like Sammy or something, but he's just a friend. A really good friend, and I gave you the intentions that I liked him in another way."
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He took a deep breath. "Can you get me some water, please? This hungover is killing me." He chuckled.
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"Of course." I smiled grabbing him a water bottle.
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"So, um, where were you these past two days? I was really worried. I even considered calling the police, but something told me that you were okay."
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"Honestly, I've just been in your backyard."
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We both started laughing and just having a nice conversation. "Jack, you're always welcome to come in. You spend half of your days here anyway, you have the key, so consider this as your second home!"
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"Well, how can I deny when a beautiful girl like you is telling me to?" He said as I smiled.
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"Oh here, you're definitely hungry. Come." I said going to the kitchen and getting out a box of pizza.
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We were both eating pizza and just talking about anything that our mind came across to. He told me about his family, I told him about mine. Even though we knew each other all our lives, there are plenty of things we don't know about each other. And today, we covered almost all of it.
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"Keegan, I love you. You're my best friend and my soul mate. I thought I wouldn't miss you, but I can't even last without you for two days." He softly spoke.
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Yes, I teared up a little. "I love you to, Jack. I know we can make things work. I love you to much to just forget about you. Thank you for everything. You changed me so much for the better."
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After a few minutes, we both showered and got into comfortable clothing.
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All we did that night was watch movies, eat, and admire each other's presence.