Death & Sin

Chapter 15.5: A Time Of Conversation In The Means Of Returning from a long Dream

I fell to my knees, my stomach started hurting really bad, I screamed and screamed, the pain was unbearable, I suffered that pain for awhile until I passed out from it from there I wouldn't know what happens next. "I told you not to overdo it but you still didn't listen," I thought. I walked over to there unconscious bodies "Shinboru 2x," I said. I picked both of them up "Pōtaru egress," I said just before the pōtaru appeared. I walked though the portal with both of them of my shoulder's, I then walked over to the other side, and there I found Harmony, Hitomi, and Mila waiting. "Hey there's a portal opening," I said while standing beside Hitomi and Mika. She walked though the portal with her holding on to two bodies I looked to notice that they were Autumn and Tsumi "What happen to them," I asked. "You know I just carried to heavy people, the least I could get is a hi and here please take a seat, or even thanks for your hard work but no I get what did you do to them," she said livid. "Well you are carrying them like there dead anyone with a right mind would wonder if there okay or not," Hitomi said. She laid them down on the ground then took a seat as well "Well as I told you Harmony, she did just as I said but I guess it took a turn for the worst," she said. "What do you mean?" I asked. "Well Tsumi was beaten really bad and in the moment of almost dying she jumped at the opportunity of greater power without knowing the risk it could have on her body, and in the end this is how things ended I suppose she's okay she doesn't have a pulse, but for some reason she clinging on to Autumn as you can see, I honestly don't know what to tell you, all we can do is treat her wounds and hope for the best," she said with a disappointed sound in her voice.

"Well I suppose that's alright, for now but what about Autumn ?" Hitomi asked. "He's in a deep sleep, while he's sleeping his memories are being restored and decompressed," she replied. "Decompressed," she said. "Yes, you see while Autumn was in the void Alysia created, she compressed his memories, which caused him not to remember no one or anyone, but the memories that has to do with her," she explained. "Oh, I get it now, so when will They awake again ?" She asked. "For Autumn, I give it a week but for Tsumi I don't know when she'll wake," I replied. The place was silent for a few minutes "Well I think we should, take them somewhere where they can be healed and safe," I said. They all agreed and as was said we took them inside the graveyard building.

Unknown place

"Why's it all white, where is everyone, It's strange that no one is here at all," I thought. The was nothing but white I continued to walk but it got me no where "I thought things would turn out the way I wanted, but they went from bad to worst, I didn't know it could get this bad, now I don't know where I am" I said. "Your no where yet somewhere," a voice said. "What are you talking about," I said while looking around. "Your no where yet your somewhere, it is where you are but aren't at the same time," the voice said. I stopped walking, then abruptly a little boy appeared "You see we both have been done wrong, I am the you that been hidden all along, the me that you see is the you that was once held above the you that is present day, but because of the I that surely died the me that you see is the you hidden inside," he said. I didn't understand what he was saying, nor did I know who he was "You know if you talk like that no one will understand, you like I don't, and I don't know who you are," I said. "I am the one and only, the end and beginning, the past and the present-." Abruptly I hit him on his head "Tell me your name already!" I yelled. "It's Autumn Kawasaki," he said while rubbing his head.

Abruptly I laughed out loud "You can't be Autumn," I said rubbing my eyes. Suddenly he summoned his scythe "am I Autumn now," he said while holding the scythe. I was surprised because of how it was still broken "You really are Autumn," I said. "Huh so now you believe me, but that was a lie," he said. I was confused about what he just said "what do you mean by lie ?" I asked. "I indeed am Autumn Kawasaki, but I am only a fragment of Autumn's memories, more like a lost one," he said. "So your only a fragment of a loose memory, huh what loose memory are you ?" I asked. "Well I'm the memories of the most important," he replied. I bothered not to ask him what he meant because I knew I'd be wasting my time talking with someone that plays riddles. I left it at that and went on with something different "Anyway what's this place ?" I asked. "Well since you can see me, I take it that your in Autumn's subconscious," he replied. "How am I in his subconscious ?" I asked. "How would I know about you entering his subconscious, I just realized you could even touch me, or see me, or even be here," he replied. "I suppose your right, you wouldn't know how I ended up here but, I believe the real Autumn would," I said "Where is Autumn anyway ?" I asked. "He's over this, he's sleeping over there, apparently he's in a deep sleep but when he awake I'll disappear back into his memories, back into that black abyss," he said while I walked over to the heavy sleeping reaper.

Just as he said the young reaper laid there fast asleep, not a word uttered, I didn't know what to think, he was still beat up from the fight between us, I didn't want things to be like that but I did it to bring him back, in many of cases, what I did was the right choice, but I still feel bad for beating him almost to death or so I think it was somewhat a bad choice, but then again he's free from that obsessed woman, what I did could never amount to the wicked woman. She's be my goal to defeat, I'll bring her down and do what he can't do.

As time progressed on, I've come to know small things about Autumn's past, important and less important, but as things turn out I waited for myself to return back to normal but it seem like it was never gonna come, I couldn't figure out what time it was, nor the day, so I waited till this white abyss disappeared. The Autumn that was In a deep sleep or to say, no matter how much I tired I couldn't wake him up for nothing, it seemed like he just wouldn't wake, I just choose after awhile to not bother him at all, the sleeping reaper finally arose but his remained closed "It looks like, its my time to go," he said. "What do you mean ?" I asked. "In order for Autumn to fully awake, I have to return to him, although I wish I could stay here and chat with you all day, but you want him to return, so this is goodbye for now, next time we meet make your actually you," he said just before walking off with the still sleeping Autumn in the distance I could still see him waking goodbye with his back turned. Now with the younger Autumn returning back to his memories, the me that you see is yet residing in a white abyss, once again waiting for the me that they see to awake once again.