Undercover (JASON MCCAN LOVE STORY)

Chapter 10- Jealousy

Mya P.O.V

Riding back to house after picking up the pizza was a long drag of silence but here and there I would notice Jason glancing over to me. We pulled up to his gigantic house.

" Do you need help ?" He asked gesturing towards the many boxes of pizza .

" Nope " I popped the p

We walked into the house and I screamed for the boys,"Pizza!" Within seconds they were all standing in front of me. Every single one of them . I handed a couple boxes to Christian in the middle . I still had 3 boxes and I just set them down on the coffee table plopping onto the couch.

"You know I think your my first friend that's a girl." Jason stated plopping down next to me.

"Mhm" I hummed closing my eyes leaning back to rest my head on the back of the couch.

"Are you tired ?" He asked," I don't know if you still wanna sleep in my room still but there's another guest room at the other side of the house ."

I wanted to reply but my eyelids grew heavy and I leaned my head onto his , he still tensed at my touch, I quickly drifted off to a nap.

I must of fell asleep for only 20 minutes because when I woke up Chaz was jumping up and down on the couch yelling for me to wake up.

" What do you want!?" I grumbled sitting up noticing Jason was gone and I was alone.

"To have fun " said Hunter walking into the room with a smirk plastered on his face.

"Well to bad,"I rolled over .

"Cmon don't be such a lame" came Jason stumbling into the room

"Are you... drunk?" I asked sitting up because y'know curiosity killed the cat.

"Who knows" slurred Jason

Before I could say anything else Chaz pulled me off the couch until the we reached the kitchen. Luke slid a drink down the kitchen island after I sat on of the stools. I swirled it in its glass hesitating to drink it when he walked in. One look at him I chugged the drink. He looked upset at my actions. I didn't care he hurt me so let's do the same. The boys hollered as I chugged Ryder's drink who was sitting next to me. I was gonna get wasted. I chugged 3 more and then another 4 . I didn't want to feel anything tonight . I glanced across the room to see Jason on the phone smirking . I couldn't make out what he was saying but a few minutes later the doorbell rang. I was too wasted to stand so Luke walked to the door to open it , but Jason stopped him, his face plastered with a smug smirk. He opened the door to reveal a girl in black leggings with a black laced shirt, blonde hair and brown eyes. She was ugly.

"Ewe " I said looking her up and down, but both Jason and The girl shot me a glare.

"Cmon baby girl,"he slurred once again dragging her toward the living room.

They both sat down on the couch and they begin to have a heated make out session. I scoffed and walked away. I was feeling.... upset and it was a weird feeling. Honestly that probably wasn't the feeling I felt , but I didn't want to admit that feeling. So obviously I haven't drank enough if I can feel that feeling.

I wanted rid of that feeling and so I went back to the kitchen to tell the boys it was time to turn on the music. We went to living room and started the surround sound and I started jumping around like weirdo , stealing a glance at Jason here and there watching them suck each other's faces. I wanted to just throw a table at them and I didn't know why. I looked at Ryder who looked bored and dragged him off the chair he sat in when the music played Hello by Adelle.

"Hello from the other siiiiddeee " I was now slurring holding Ryder's face with my hands while he just chuckled at me. I started to sway in a circle around him.

" I think your drunk Mya " I laughed sitting back down. I then sat on top of him like a baby.

"I must've called a thousand times" I whispered in his ear tucking my head in the crook of his neck. I had completely forgotten Jason and was getting tired again. Ryder rubbed my back and I could tell was trying to get me to sleep. Well it was working until I heard Jason start to yell again.

"What the hell are you doing! You stupid slut! " he grabbed my slightly sleepy body from Ryder lap staring at me with angry. I didn't answer him, for a moment at least.

"I am not a slut! " I angrily shouted after taking that moment to realize what he said.

" Woah Jason chill bro your drunk" Luke retorted trying to get his grip off of me which was starting to hurt.

That wasn't the only thing hurt. My feelings that's didn't want to go away also hurt. I thought he wanted to be my friend. Friends don't do that .

"I'm going to bed " tried to yank my arm away but Jason had a new look on his face. It was evil. I hated it.

" I'll show you how to be a slut" was all he whispered into my ear, dragging me up stairs to his room. I heard all the boys screaming asking what he was doing. Right now I was scared for my life and I just wanted my own house wishing I would of stayed asleep and never drank that one drink to get this all started.

Jason pushed me onto his bed angrily, and started to kiss my neck hard. Too hard. I started whimpering and trying to push him off me. Soon he started to make his way up my jawline not caring about my cries. He looked at me hungrily before smashing his lips onto mine. His lip were sweet but they weren't there because I wanted them to be so I wanted him to get off. His kiss wasn't gentle like I secretly deep down wished, and I had to admit to myself sooner or later. But not anymore. And I despised myself now for wanting such things. I hated this side of him. I hated what he was doing to me. I hated him.