Undercover (JASON MCCAN LOVE STORY)

Chapter 6- Ryan?

     After talking with Jason I was happy. Almost happy enough to forget my recording. ALMOST. I quickly taking out my phone and sent the recording to CJ and slipping it back into my pocket before slipping out of the room. I walked towards Ryan's room to find him on the bed with his face in the pillows.

"Ryan?"  I asked worried.

He stayed quiet and it made me nervous. Was he mad at me? I sat on his back trying to get him in a better mood. I bounced up and down

"Ryannnn!" I whined," whats wrong?

Ryan slowly rolled over placing his hands on my hips to sit me next to him. I frowned at him. 

"I'm sorry, Mya I never meant to bring you into this." Ryan started and I gulped.

"Rya-" I started but he cut me off

"No, let me finish, not just that, I'm sorry I cheated on you with Vanessa. I was drunk and I will never forgive myself for cheating because you are the most perfect girl in the world. I know that you said you forgive me and everything but after we broke up , I-I changed Mya and I'm not the same person anymore. I don't know if CJ is real but after this , whatever this is, I want you to be happy. And I'm afraid I can't give that to you. I know you will find the perfect guy because you are perfect." He said looking down.

     I could not believe what he just said . Did he just- just break up with me. Well we weren't together and I was literally only there because of CJ but I thought I could finally get things back with my first love. Tears were brimming in my eyes and Ryan glanced up at me and looked down. I didn't want to cry in front of him. I rarely cry and it wouldn't be in front him now that he just wants to push me away. He started to speak again.

"I hope we can still be friends?" 

  I didn't want to hear anymore so with that I stood up and walked out running down the hallway and ran into a bedroom that I thought was empty. I flopped onto the bed and started to cry quietly.

"Uhh, Mya? What the hell are you doing in here." .... 

I froze, maybe this room wasn't empty. I looked up and saw Jason standing over me in just sweats. Damn he was fine. Scratch that, sexy! Not the point though 

"Uhm sorry I thought this room was empty." I sniffed wiping my eyes, standing up to leave.. He couldn't see me like this.

" Wait," he grabbed my arm and yanking me around to be just inches from his face. 

IS IT JUST ME BUT IS HIS JAW LINE STRAIGHTER THAN MY FRIGGIN LIFE?

"What happened?" Jason said with concern. Woah he actually has emotions?

"It's fine , don't worry about me." I just looked down not moving a muscle while he still gripped my arm.

"You can talk to me Mya." 

Can I? Could I trust him? I felt as if I could. What the he nothing to lose right?

Jason pulled me towards his bed and sat me down me down next to him. We starred each others eyes for a moment.

"What happened?"

"Ryan, he-he doesn't want me. Wha-at did I do?" I stuttered trying to hold back the tears.

"Oh..I'm sorry" He mumbled. He clearly doesn't know how to handle relationships and I gigged at the thought

"What" he asked confused

"You don't know how to handle this" I laughed a bit louder at his confusion.

"Yea, well uhh, I don't really have much experience in the relationship game," He chuckled lowly scratching the back of his neck nervously.

" What?! The Jason doesn't know about relationships! I'm so shocked" I gasped sarcastically.

"Yeah yeah, whatever ," He playfully hit my shoulder," I just stick with the blow jobs. Then I won't have all the drama like you." He smirked

"Wait, you've never actually had sex before ? Like actual sex?" I questioned

"What?! You have?" He questioned back 

"Well of course not, I mean I'm me and your well, you." I shrugged, " How come you got this bad boy act and your known as the friggin player in school," 

I was actually surprised. 

"I'm just waiting for the right person, I don't wanna catch AID's!" he laugh and then turned serious," You can not tell the gang, they would think less of me."

"Relax," I giggled ,"secrets safe with me" I pretended to zip my lips and he help out his hand for the imaginary key, which I handed over. We both just laughed.  Jason leaned back onto his pillows and looked at the ceiling while I layed towards him staring towards him perfect face.

   Jason made me feel.. different . But in a good way. Am I starting to catch feelings toward him?

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Update because my brain is fuming with ideas!

Mya might have feelings toward him? What about Jason? How does he feel?

Should I do Jason's P.O.V.?