Undercover (JASON MCCAN LOVE STORY)

Chapter 7- "Safe"

Mya P.O.V
  Jolting up startled by movement beside me , I look down to see Jason's leg on top of me. I must of fell asleep talking to him last night. He was slightly snoring when I pushed him off me to stand up. Once I did he jolted up reacting as if I did before.

" What the hell Mya " he grunted in a very deep manly morning voice which by the way was amazingly hot.

"Urm. I fell asleep , sorry ," I said glancing over to find a clock . He didn't have one so I pulled out my phone from my pocket. 4:37 . Way to early for me,"  is there an extra room I can sleep in?"

"Yea ,but it's next to Ryan's  ," he paused to think," but you can sleep in here tonight , I mean if you want you don't have to it's just an offer don't take it as anything else," he started
babbling causing me to laugh.

"Sure as long as you don't mind." I said . I mean I didn't want to be anywhere near Ryan. I was so sad and angry that he would do that to me that I never wanted to acknowledge him again.  Thinking of it made want to cry . Scratch that I did start cry. Shit. I looked down to hide the tears falling from my eyes. I was just getting him back.

"Shit Mya I'm sorry I didn't mean to mention his name. Look Ryan doesn't deserve someone like you okay. You deserve so much more than that ugly whore...... How was that? Was that good advice ? " he questioned himself at the end asking if he helped anything.

"It's fine" I simply answered heading towards the bathroom connected into his room

"Whatever" he mumbled rolling over into his pillows leaving me the other side of the bed.

I went into the bathroom and realized that my stomach hurt really bad. I'm pretty sure my period was coming soon. Probably not for another day or 2 though. I wiped away my tears and used the bathroom before going back into Jason's room which bye the way is probably bigger than his living room. I slowly crept underneath of the blankets next to him trying not to disturb him. And then I involuntary asked a question out of habit with CJ and the other douche I used to call my boyfriend.

"Will you hold me, my stomach hurts ." I quickly shut my mouth covering it with my hand.

Jason rolled over and looked at me as if I were some type of alien , flabbergasted if I may .

" I-I'm sorry, it's a habit . Never mind." I said uncovering my mouth and rolled on my side facing away from him curling up into a ball to hold my own stomach.

   Before I could drift off into my sleep a felt a pair of muscular arms wrap around me to pull closer to him . I felt him clench up as he got me closer to him as if it were a foreign feeling , which it probably was .

" You don't have to" I whispered relaxing a bit to his touch he made me feel different . And I love that.

"It's fine Mya" he answered releasing some of his own tension.

And with that he put his he'd into my neck trying to get comfortable in my hair. I couldn't help but want to  stay forever. I felt safe though he was the most wanted criminal in the entire world. But he had a sweet side that I've noticed. And with that I fell into a deep sleep.

In the morning I woke with Jason on the opposite side of the bed . I knew he didn't want to hold me last night . It made me kind of feel upset . Maybe I made him uncomfortable or something.

 
I walked downstairs to see all the boys sitting on the kitchen bar stools or standing around them. They all stared wide-eyed at me. Again the same expression as Jason earlier this morning.

"Do I have something on my face ". I asked annoyed . Gosh what's their problem . Christian , Ryder and Chaz laughed but Hunter and Luke stayed silent looking away. He simply just stayed the same. Not moving a muscle. I didn't want to look at him for even a second longer so I turned my head towards Ryder.

"May I speak to you for a second," I said needing to ask him for a favor. I felt as if we had the biggest friendship going next to Chaz but Chaz was to close to Ryan for me to ask him anything . We walked to the living room when he interrupted the awkward silence.

"What's up?"

"I need you to take me to the store to buy some things"

" Don't know if Jason will allow that sweetheart"

"Please for me, it's kind important"I whined and then laughed at his pet name for me

" Whatever fine, but if I get in trouble I'm blaming it on you!" He said walking over to the closet grabbing out a jacket and then walking to the table to grab some odd looking key. Must be to a very expensive car.

" Wait I can't leave looking like this"  I gestured toward myself .

" Well then hurry the hell up" he grunted

I ran into Jason's room and went his closet to find something . He wouldn't mind right? I quickly grabbed a pair of sweats that didn't look absolutely the the biggest. And a Nike sweatshirt to put on . I went into the bathroom and changed looking for a brush but soon found nothing but a comb. Of course it's a boys house. Annoyed by my observation I just put it into a messy bun and looked myself with disapproval . My mascara had run off and and my eyes were dark. I looked away and I stepped out of the bathroom to still see Jason asleep. How long could he really sleep?!

I trudged downstairs to see Ryder in the couch playing flappy bird

"Fuck this shit" he yelled after dying

" let's go " I laughed

   We hopped into the car going to the store before Ryder looked over and laughed to say      " Your gonna get me in some deep shit "