Believe

Chap. 4: Struggles

I woke up rubbing my eyes from the sunlight glowing through my window curtains. I managed to move off of the bed to relocate myself to the living room couch, grabbing my phone to check social media. My phone said it was 9:30 as I got on it. Snapchat is the number one thing I always check first just to see if Jacob will have a new snapchat story. I was shocked when I saw his name pop up in my recent updates. He usually is never is up this early, but when I checked it said "early morning struggles😔." It was a selfie of him that I didn't take my eyes off of until my screen flashed to his next snapchat. It was a video of him with a luggage rolling by his side with him saying "Goodbye Virginia, hopefully I'll get to see you again." Whoa. He, he is moving. I feel so bad for him. He looked like he wanted to curl up in a ball in cry.
I had so many questions. Where is he moving? Why is he moving? Will he be closer to where I live? I instantly tell my mom about this since she is like the only person I talk to.
"Mom! Jacob is moving! What if he is moving closer to us? What if-
"Honey, you will have to wait and see. You just woke up. I think you should eat some breakfast and maybe you will be able to comprehend everything better," my mom suggested as my mind ran.
I ate my breakfast and pulled up Jacob edits. There were so many of them about him smiling or his body rolls. After I finished my breakfast I practiced my piano. I played Fúr Elise, symphony 5, and the beginning of Mr Grinch since I had not learned the rest. Already prepping for my Christmas program. As I came to the end of piano practicing I picked up my phone and realized it was already 2 pm. I decided to throw my hair up in a messy bun and I wore high waisted jean shorts and a belly cropped tank since my shorts were just high enough so my stomach wouldn't show. I grabbed my converse and walked outside to get my bike. I checked my phone to see if there was any updates on Jacob, and to my surprise there was.
"Hey cuties, just got to my new house so I won't be able to upload anything or go live in Younow," Jacob said as I watched through my phone. Dang. I was really looking forward to his musical.ly's.
"I'm going to cruise over to the next subdivision on my bike. I will probably be back soon," I screamed as I opened the door.
"As long as it's exercise," My mom replied.
Hopefully this bike ride is worth it because when I go alone, things get awkward.