Boys & Friends

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He cut his hair... HE CUT HIS HAIR! Oh my fucking god, I can't believe this is actually happening right now. IS HE OUT OF HIS MIND?! I feel like I'm going to faint. And guess what! I'm his slave now? I'm going insane.

The bell rang for class and before I knew it, Ryan was already gone without me.

I sighed. Jeez, at least wait.

I walked with Alex to class, but I didn't talk along the way. I was too deep into thought when Ryan just left without me.

We both walked into class and walked to our seats. I stood still when I noticed Ryan was talking to a bunch of guys in the corner.

So it's like that??? I got you Ryan. I got you. Jeez hitting on guys without me?? What kind of friend is that?

Then as I was standing some girls behind me shoved me out of the way to talk to Alex.

I scoffed, "Ugh." I mumbled.

I sat into my seat very pissed, gosh. So what he cut his hair? Doesn't make him a celebrity.

He looked back at me and smirked.

I rolled my eyes, ew. You're still creepy.

All the girls just started to talk to him and giggling. How annoying. He was also talking to them and laughing.

Like my god, does everyone want me to feel like shit?

"ALRIGHT CLASS HAS STARTED! Get to your seats." The teacher announced.

Everyone went back to their seats. Aka all the girls that were surrounding Alex.

The class went on and on. Then finally lunch came around. Everyone is usually outside or inside. I like to go on the roof of the school, it's way cooler in my opinion. That is where me and Ryan usually talk. But as we walked out of the class, Ryan didn't follow me... So I went up there alone with some lunch.

I started looking down from the rooftop. Watching people and their friends, talking, having fun. I wish that could be me.

I felt sick to my stomach, I was watching Alex being surrounded by literally ALL the girls. Even some teachers. Which was gross. Then the saddest of them all, Ryan making new friends.

I don't have any other friends... I only had Ryan. I did have a few girl friends, but in the end... They abandon me.

What did I do wrong?

I felt so lonely. I felt like crying... It was so hard to make real friends when everyone just stabs you in the back.

I slapped myself. STOP IT AVA. No. No time to feel sorry for yourself.

I smiled at the sky, "It's ok. You'll find Mr. Right one day." I said.

"Hey." Someone said from behind.

Maybes it's Ryan..? So I turned around and it was indeed not Ryan, it was Alex. Well... having high hopes is not necessarily bad.. is it?

"What? None of the girls followed you up here?" I scoffed.

"Nah, I snuck away." He said as he started walking up to me.

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