In Love With My Gay Best Friend

Festival and Carnival

It was almost like I saw a vision... I mean I'm no psychic. Unless... I'm...

That's So Raven! It's the future I can see!!

Nah I'm joking, but it felt almost like a memory.

"Ava!" Alex yelled, "Are you okay?"

Then I saw Alex... was it just my imagination? It must have been my imagination from falling on my head.

Then I realized he was a little too close for comfort... we locked eyes, but I immediately averted my eyes away from his.

"I'm fine..." I sat up.

I covered my face from embarrassment... I still remember the "kiss" we had. Oh my fucking god... I can't stand this.

Then I remembered, he said to pretend it never happened...

For some reason, I couldn't.

I acted like it was nothing, for me it was just a mask.

"You don't seem okay." Alex said.

"I thought I saw something, but it was just my imagination." I told him.

To be honest though, I didn't recognize the boy, but I felt like I knew him. It was a strange feeling to be honest.

"You saw something? What did you see??" He frantically asked me.

"I'm not even too sure what I saw either..." I admitted.

Can't put it into words really.

"Oh well, doesn't really matter now does it?" I sighed.

He was quiet for a bit then looked off to the side.

"Guess not." He sounded a little sad, then he held out his hand for me.

I grabbed his hand and got up, pat my sides and booty to get the pebbles and gravel off.

He sighed.

Why does it seem like he's disappointed?

"Are you okay?" I raised an eyebrow.

He walked really close to my face.

"Yeah ugly." He flicked my forehead.

"Ow..." I mouthed the words then rubbed my forehead.

I scoffed, "Why are we here again?"

"No reason, I just wanted to remember something." He started walking around.

"Remember what?" I followed.

He started kicking the rocks underneath his feet, "This park was nearby and I use to sneak out here with this girl."

"Uh ew, I don't wanna hear about your nasty adventures." I said.

He grabbed my hand and pulled me into him.

We locked eyes.

My heart skipped a beat.

"We were 6, you perv." He said.

Then he pulled me behind him and let go.

"Tch... bastard." I mumbled underneath my breath, "Who is this girl?" We began walking slowly.

"She's the one I've been looking for, for a while now." He said.

I stopped. His words stung me a little, and I didn't like it.