Distance Wont Hold Us

Faith and Trust

Dean's Pov:
We talk all day every day. We have been skyping a lot. It's nice, it's been a few days and I think I can handle being away from him, sexually. I really love this boy and on the weekends I can show it to him. Today, this girl is a new girl, she is so fine. Her name is Ruby. I'm definitely talking to her tomorrow and getting her number. Me and baby fall asleep on skype every night, he hasn't had a nightmare in about a month and makes me very happy. I feel like I'm doing my job right. I let Sammy talk to cas, I told Sammy we were together and he approves. I would tell Dad but he's never home so there's really no use. I hear Sammy and Cas on my phone, as I make raviolis for dinner. I can't stop thinking of how find Ruby is. I'm kind of hard, I think "I shouldn't have gotten tied down." I tell Sammy to hang up, that dinner is ready.

Cas' Pov:
I eat dinner quickly so I can Skype Dean, for our nightly call. We haven't really been sexual since we had sex, maybe I wasn't that good? I don't know I've been horny, but if he won't bring it up I won't. He seems pretty content with me, we've been dating for about a week and a half now. I hope this turns into a month. I hope he doesn't break up with me so soon. We Skype and before we fall asleep, we exchange I love you's and you're my world. Awwww. Reassuring me he still likes me as a lovely! I need it, glad he doesn't think that's weird.

Dean's Pov:
I waked Cas up once I get up for school. I have one objective in my mind: getting Ruby's phone number.... No. I should be a good boyfriend but it isn't like we're going to hurt, so what will it hurt? Nothing, exactly. I walk into 4th, I go to her and say "hi I'm Dean that The guy who wants your number." Wow that sucked, she smirked and said "give me your phone." Wow, it works. She put her number in my phone, mission has been accomplished. We text a little and she sends this.
Ruby: Meet me in the janitor's closet, 1045
I know how this ends...
Me: K
What Cas doesn't know won't hurt him I guess. That's such a bad attitude to have I can't hurt him... Just once, who knows maybe she wants to just talk.

Cas' Pov:
Today was a really good day, but Dina said we can we Skype tonight. I'm scared to go to bed, I don't want to have a nightmare. I want, I'll fall asleep super happy to happy music and think about Dean. Soon, I'm thinking of throwing out my metallic friends. Either Dean ignores my scars are genuinely hasn't looked at my arms. I'm not complaining, but most people noticed them at the grocery store. And he has seen me naked. I'm thankful he hasn't though. I'm making dinner tonight as I wait for the noodles to cook, I whip my phone.
Me: When can I see you next?
Dean: Maybe this weekend, if I can swing it.
Me: Yay, okay :)<3
I finish cooking, and eating dinner and realize he never text me back. Lol I sent him a goodnight text, I get one back and then crawl in bed.

Dean's Pov:
I do my normal routine, but I don't text Cas a good morning text. If this goes opposite of what I expected, I need to distance myself now. I go to school, counting down until 10:45. I go to the janitor's closet, and she says "hi pretty boy" I smile and say "hello". She says "ok let's cut to the chase, I won't be in Portland for long and I really want to fuck you." I hesitate then say "what are we waiting for?" I know that it getting into a relationship would be bad. We start making out, she says spank me, choked me, be rough.. Daddy. Oh God, our clothes fly off, we hear the bell go off. I fucked her so hard and fast I never wanted to stop. We did a few positions in the small closet and boy it felt great. Once the bell signals lunch is over, we hurry up. It was so amazing and freaky. We go to class, and she texts me.
Ruby: Damn boy. Can we make that a regular thing?
Me: Oh, fuck yes.
I repeat to myself "what he doesn't know won't hurt him." I can't dump him.. he' too unstable..

Cas' Pov:
The last night I didn't have a nightmare, which was surprising but relieving. I accidentally left my home phone while at school, so I hope he hasn't tried to text me. I get home, and go straight to my room and check my phone. Nothing. Oh. All day.. Oh, okay. At around 5 he says
Dean: I can come over tomorrow but I can't spend the night.
Me: okay, yay! See you after school?
Dean: I'll be there to pick you up.
YAY!! I can't believe he's going to pick me up from school awww. That makes me so ecstatic.
Me: Skype sleep?
Dean: Sure :)
Double bonus!! Maybe tomorrow, I'll throw it away my blades for him. Is been together for about 3 weeks now. I can't wait to see him tomorrow!

Dean's Pov:
I have to leave around 11, I'll break the news to Ruby that I have a boyfriend. I get into the closet and she jumped on me, I said I have to leave at 11 to go get my boyfriend." She looks puzzled "no sex?" I said 'I'm taken.' She says "soccer has a goalie doesn't mean you can't score." Next thing I know, is that her skirt is up and my dick is out. I can't believe I'm doing this again! We make it a quickie, I have to leave to go get him. I just won't tell him. We can be fine. Yeah, fine. He gets in my car and we kiss softly. I drive back to his house and we cuddle. He asks when I have to leave, I say around 7. We make out and his dad comes in he starts "I'm home Cas-- oh hey Dean.". He just walks out, nice, he didn't tell his dad. Ruby's texting me even though I told her to stop. Cas asks if something's wrong, I'm never on my phone this much. I say "no."" Very convincing hah. He tries to touch my dick and I think of Ruby. I say I'm going to the bathroom. I think "do I tell him? Is he onto to me?" I can't dump them, I can't hurt him. I realize I don't have my phone, and I'm in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes. I come back I'm not going to tell him. He puts down my phone then says "sorry it sounded like you were getting a call.. If you just got 8 texts... Dean who's Ruby?" Oh fuck.. I say "a friend." He says teary eyed "stop lying." He knows.....