It was about time before I realized my left leg is broken. It was casted and was a color pink, I never liked the color pink by the way. Gabrielle was the first one who wrote something in it. She wrote her name and then draw some butterflies and girly things when I was asleep - it's creepy to look at, I swear.
My friends visited me. No Ricci was seen though. Hayden, the quarterback of the football team that I'm close with who visited me said Ricci feels bad, thinking this all happen because of her. But I think she shouldn't be, it's my fault and if I didn't run crying like an idiot that night and didn't get into an accident - not saying that's a good thing - Gabrielle and I wouldn't be together. I still can't believe it took an accident for her us to be together.
For a week I had been in the hospital training to walk. My condition wasn't really that bad, just a broken leg and a few scratches - it was a miracle - but the doctors insists anyways to let me stay here for another 2 days. Nadia works where I was, I begged her to let me go home but she said she won't for another day. It was agonizing to stay in the hospital, especially when you're the patient. It's boring as hell and all you do is lay in bed. But of course, Gabrielle always made it better, like right now.
Gabrielle propped herself with both of her hands then leaned to look at me, smiling like there was something that could have caused it. She didn't said anything, she just stared and smiled.
I raised my brow "What up weird face?" I teased
She scrunched up her nose but then shook her head then continued to smile at me
"What??" I was paranoid
"Nothing..." She finally spoke as I rolled my eyes.
"You just can't get enough of my pretty face, dont ya?"
She smacked my cast which made me flinch but didn't hurt "You have such a big head, you know?"
I grinned at her then lightly patted the bed, indicating her to lay beside me. She stood up then sat at the edge of my bed.
"I can't. I might hurt you.."
"Dont worry, I feel fine.." I reassured but she just looked at me. We stared at each other for a moment before I realize there was something wrong "Gabrielle..."
"Ren," She said "It's my fault, isn't it?"
I looked at her in disbelief "No." I said firmly making sure she won't feel bad
But she shook her head then looked at her feet "I'm sorry.."
"I told you it's not," I said "Gabrielle, can you just please lay beside me?" I asked. That night, I was drunk and ran into the dark like a high on drug teenager. I honestly dont want people to feel like it's they are to blame for. What happened to me is my fault and that's it.
She looked down at me, her eyes furrowed whispering a silent 'okay' as she lie herself beside me.
"I dont want you to blame yourself, okay? It's -" I sighed "- it's my fault, I'm an idiot. And please can we just forget about it? It's embarrassing."
I looked down at her and smiled thoughfully, pinching her nose gently as she nodded slowly "What's going to happen next then? I mean.. to us." She asked hesitantly as I frowned thinking about it.
What's going to happen next to us? I have no idea. So I just shook my head not bothering to answer. The whole day all we did was cuddle. She knew I didn't want to answer her question so she let it go.
Bodies sharing warmth, it was all the satisfaction I need for now. Until someone started knocking on the door making Gabrielle and I jump. You know? Because no one should be seeing us like this, cuddly and kissy, yeah whatever.
Gabrielle quickly stood up and went to answer the door.
