You know the feeling when you're with someone you truly love, and it's like you're on your own personal paradise. You think nothing or noone will ever ruin that paradise of yours, and all will be just fine and you two are just going to be happy and nothing wrong will happen.
But, you know, the world isn't a paradise, the wold is a reality and it's no near perfect, that's what I learned.
I always thought no one will ever ruin Gabrielle and I, but things that happens aren't always supposed to be forever.
Grand ball, people, gentleman in their fine suit, and ladies in their fancy evening gowns that must've cost more than my allowance in a year was at the middle of the big hall. Some laughed, some danced and all looked like enjoying their night, but I yawned, not helping it.
It was the day of the holloween, and as me and Gabrielle thought might be fun, we went to my friend's holloween party. Yeah, it wasn't that fun. I had thought it supposed to be for the same age as ours, but, I think, she-my friend who was named Michelle- just tricked me. It was for her family, a formal gathering. She wanted me to be there for she said she might die out of boredom if I wasn't there.
"This party is for the oldies only." I whispered in Gabrielle's ear.
She hit my arm playfully and laughed. Some band of jazz was playing, which was kind of really helping me fall asleep right there. I gazed at my phone, seeing that it was now already twelve-fourty five, I leaned in Gabrielle's ear, "You want to go and get some fresh air?"
She nodded and said yes. We went out the balcony which was quiet and far from the scene inside. I leaned myself on the railings and stared at her. She stared at my face for a second before running her eyes down to my feet up to my face. "You look beautiful." She spoke softly.
I smirked, and looked at my own self. Then she walked towards me, slowly, giving me a teasing look. I looked at her strangely, not able to think in my head that she really is actually being flirty. I chuckled when I saw her bit her lower lip.
"What are you doing?"
"I..." She paused, and winked at me. I laughed at the gesture "I'm trying to be flirty." She laugh at herself
"Flirting is not for you." I joked.
She frowned, and eyed me. I chuckled. "You always ruin me, you know?"
I laughed and took her by the waist, putting a quick kiss to her lips. For the whole evening, I just held her like that. My arms wrapped around her, while putting soft kisses to her nape. I was almost getting sleepy when she suddenly sighed heavily. People will probably weirded if they saw two girls being so close like this, but I don't care.
"What are you thinking?" I rested my chin to her shoulder.
"You."
I frowned, hearing her voice. She doesn't sound happy or anything that is positive. "About?" I asked carefully.
She looked at me from her shoulder, her face serious. "Would you ever cheat on me?"
I almost gasped in disbelief. What could I have possibly done for her to think that I would cheat on her? Someone? Reasons?
I rolled my eyes at her "That's stupid thinking."
"It's not." She said, in a childish way "It's just that" She looked away and gaze up the sky "You know, maybe you'll get tired of us. Tired of me." Now she didn't sound childish.
I tightened my hold of her "Well, do you think I would?"
I hope she wouldn't say "Yes."
Damn.
