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SONG OF THE CHAPTER: Broken yet holding on - Roni Tran (just listen to the songs while readin your heart is going to break.)
Two days later
I can see you walking out, I'm not tryna believe it
There's no way that this can be for real, I'm dreaming
I can see the water in your eyes, you don't have to do this
There has got to be a better way, i know it
Night has fallen by the time we make it to my beach house. I'm half asleep in the passenger seat after the one hour ride, the only thing keeping me awake is my worry. I don't know why I have allowed Max to drop me home from . He called me and said he wanted to talk, which I also wanted. He took me to a cafe, we talked about anything and everything and neither of us brought up that night's incident. Which helped me to loosen up a little. And now I'm having second thoughts about him dropping me home... I don't know what was I thinking.
When Max pulls up to my beach house, he shifts the gear into park and looks over at me. We has not spoken for the whole drive, and he still remains quiet. Wanting to calm any of the ill thoughts he may be having, I lean back against the seat and let out a sigh as I roll my head over to look at him.
Our eyes lock, his hands still on the steering wheel, and then I say in a soft voice, free from any undertones, "I had a nice time with you."
He smiles. "Me too."
I lick my lips nervously fidgeting with my seatbelt and give him a little more to coax him, adding. "I missed you."
Max nods, unconvinced. "I missed you too."
I let go of a deep breath. "I was scared that I'm pregnant and I'm man, isn't it suppose to be abnormal. I mean I still feel like crazy if I think about it."
He leans over, closer to me, resting his arm on the center console, "I'm a beta I don't know how you feel but if you were..." He pauses, his eyes shift to my tummy briefly and shakes his head slightly. "I know how Gabriel feels, because I know how I would feel but trust me there is nothing wrong in being pregnant." He completes though a sigh.
Lowering my head to focus on my hands in my lap, I twist my engagement ring around my ring finger. "I wanted to terminate it." I confess quietly.
"Oh!" He sounds shocked. From my periphery, I see him shift in his seat. "I see."
He doesn't say anything else so I look up."It feels like something is violating my body. I feel confused. But honestly... I think I like the idea of giving cubs to Gabriel." I state while his eyes search my face for hints of dishonesty, and I make sure not to let any slip through.
"He is mated with you. Mating is like marriage." He offers and I'm little shocked to hear what I hear. "He can't have cubs with any female or any omega until you die and the bond between you to breaks... which ultimately only means you die."
