11:12 → b.b. [ un-continued ]

twenty five.

It's five days after Brooklyn woke up again. Everyone was happy he did, even though he wasn't awake for long.

Two days after he woke up again he got sick and I mean really sick. The doctors said he had an infection on his lungs. Nobody know from where it came because he was perfectly healthy when he entered the hospital. He even as perfectly healthy when he woke up.

In two days everything went from perfect to miserable. We all were waiting for the last updates for the last 2 hours. I was nervous as hell and I guess Victoria sensed it because she asked me if I wanted to go for a walk. I didn't want to go because maybe the doctors would be here soon with an update.

Victoria kept insisting on going and after a good 5 minutes I gave in. She picked Harper up and we walked towards the cafeteria.

"Mommy can I have a sandwich please?" The little innocent girl in Victoria's arms said.

"Sure you can Harper! Which one would you like?" She asked the little girl who was looking around searching for a sandwich. She pointed to a sandwich with cheese and I took it for her, handing her the triangular sandwich. She thanked me and Victoria paid for it.

We sat down at a table for two and I was looking for a baby chair for Harper. I found one and quickly placed him next to our table. When Victoria put Harper in her chair she immediately started eating from her cheese sandwich.

Me and Vic talked for a couple of minutes before I spotted Lucy. "Hey Vic would you mind if I go and say hi to Lucy?"

"No of course not darling go ahead!" The women smiled at me. I said a quick thanks before walking over to the fragile girl.

"Hi Luce!"

"Oh hello Kaitlyn!"

"How are you?"

"Fine."

"That doesn't sound to good, tell me."

"No really I'm fine."

"Lucy come on tell me! I can tell there is something wrong."

"Really there's nothing I'm alright okay."

"Okay... How's ya boy doing?" I asked carefully not wanting to make her cry.

"He's alright he's in a stable condition."

"That's good right?"

"Yeah in fact it is. How's Brooklyn?"

"He-uh-He is in a coma again. He got a long infection while he was awake."

"Really?! Stupid ventilators they do more wrong then right!" Lucy said angrily.

"You think that's the cause?"

"I don't think so, I'm hella sure! My grandma died the same way, one day she was awake next day she was death because of that thing."

"I'm sorry but did you just say she died because of that ventilator?"

"Yup withing two days she was gone and she seemed perfectly fine when she was awake. I hope Brooklyn has more luck than my grandma." I started to tear up at her words. Brook can die because of that machine that was supposed to keep him alive! Make it easier for him to breathe while all it actually did was killing him slowly.

"Kaitlyn I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. I'm so sorry I should've shut up about that." She hugged me tight and I could see by the look on her face she was truly sorry.

"It's not your fault, you can't do something about that. In fact I'm happy that you told me this now I can prepare myself for his ... his death." I almost couln't get those last words over my lips and by now I was fully sobbing into her shoulder.

Victoria probably heard me sobbing because she was running towards me. "Kaitlyn are you alright?"

"No I'm not!" I said between multiple sobs.

"What's wrong?" Victoria asked turning to Lucy and not to me because she knew I wasn't able to talk.

"I-I told her something that upset her. I'm so so so sorry." Lucy said tearing up.

"What did you tell her?"

"I-I uh I kind of told her what was the cause of Brooklyn getting back into a coma.. I am truly sorry I just wanted her to know the real cause not the shit all the doctors tell her!"

"Lucy calm down please."

"I'm sorry! I have to go." The girl walked off with a sad expression turning to me one time and mouthed an 'I'm sorry Kaith'.

Victoria picked me up from the ground and a nurse tried to ask me something.

"Go away I don't want to be the one you help! You should help my boyfriend! The one that's gonna be death because of YOUR stupid machine! it's all your fault he's gonna be death!"

"Miss calm down please, I don't know what you are talking about." She tried to get a hold of my arm but I shook her off.

"Don't touch me! Get the fuck away from me!"

"We only want to help you!"

"Help me?! Help me?! All you do here is kill people who where healthy! Now leave me alone!" I tried to stand up but fell back down. I tried again and this time succeeded. I quickly ran off to my old room, the room before the let me be with Brooklyn.

I laid down on my previous bed, still untouched, still the same like I left it. I got under the plain white cover, shivering because they were cold. The walls were still intimidating because of it's cold color. I looked out off the only window, seeing it was pouring outside. I was crying into my pillow, breathing heavily. I slowly felt my eyes getting heavier with every sob that escaped my lips. It didn't take much more sobs before I felt my eyes closing and drifting off into a deep sleep. My mind is a mess and I just knew it wasn't going to be a peaceful sleep, more like a nightmare, and boy was I right.

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Hi! Sorry for not updating in almost a months dang I'm really the worst at updating.

Sorry for another shitty chapter. I think there are two maybe three more chapters to this story and they will be there really soon!

I'm working on a shit load of new stories! The first one (maybe two) will be published the first of February, Stay tuned

Also thanks for all the reads, votes and comments it means the world to me! I love reading your on my opinions story! I hope you enjoyed reading this

-June