My random thoughts/chitchat

Im sorry

So... I'm sorry that I haven't been updating... Honestly I'm kinda going through a little depression... January has been a sad month for me since 2014...

I've been reading and commenting on things but I haven't been able to write. Lots of writers block is also here in my little world... I've tried writing and I just look at it with no ideas coming to my mind.

For example... My new fanfic Neighbors. I've been trying to write chapter two since the day I put out chapter one (which wasn't long ago) and have only written one sentence... I've had the time to write. I could have written eight chapters. But fudging (I really wanted to use the f word there but I'm not going to) writers block is getting it the way.

A lot of memories are coming back... Mostly good but some bad. I miss people. One of my mom's friends has just died. I'm injured. The anniversary of two deaths is coming up of two people who I was really close too and who led me throughout life...

I'm honestly holding back tears right now thinking about them...

I've been drowning myself in my favorite tv show, fanfics, talking to my friends, and music to try and distract myself.

I don't know when I'll post the next thing... I'll try to write something and actually get it out but I don't knew when that will be. Tuesday I have my first physical therapy appointment. So I will probably be absent from the internet world before my appointment after it's over I may come on but I don't know.

Thank you for reading this update I guess... I'm sorry if you don't really care... But I just thought I needed to let everyone know sort of what's going on. Love you guys <3