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unborn

I sometimes wish that my mom would never have been so stupid as a teenager to get herself pregnant.
Reckless teenagers make stupid decisions.
I sometimes wish she would've aborted me when she found out.
I would have caused people less pain and heartache if I never existed.
There would be one less person for people to worry about her ending her life.
Because I think of it often.
I believe killing me as an unborn fetus would have been the better option than the let me be a suicidal teenager that I am now.