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by untrustw0rthy

by untrustw0rthy

There are days I sit on my floor and just look at the wall because I'm so numb.
I get like this when you don't talk to me.
I'm not sure why your absence affects me so greatly, but it does.
It's as if you're slowly floating away from me.
You talk less and less to me everyday.
It makes me sad knowing you are still with her.
I just want to be someone's first choice, you know?
It starts to damage the soul when all your relationships with people are pushed aside because there is someone better than you.
All I want in this world is to feel wanted by someone.

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I'm gonna start pouring my heart into this book of my feelings because quite honestly my friends don't care anymore.

Stay strong<3 I'm always here if anyone one needs someone to talk to.