The pain is too much.
I can't spend all my energy trying to fix everyone else's problems when I'm struggling to make it through the day.
I lay in bed every night, pills in hand, trying to talk myself out of ending it.
See I want to get better but I think I'm addicted to sadness.
Maybe some people just aren't ever going to get better.
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I wrote this a couple weeks ago when I was going through a lot.
Its been better lately.
Stay strong<3
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryComplaining too much is my specialty. These rants are completely pointless.
