Home (Harry Styles Story) Book 3

Weddings Bring People Together

          Time went by I didn't hear anything about Mare and what was happening, I did make a better effort to be around the group. It was the middle of summer Laura was running around planning and getting ready for Niall and Madison's wedding. I was so happy for them I knew from the first time Niall met Madison that he loved her, he stopped his ways of sleeping around while on the tour and would only talk about her. I tried to help but still felt like my head was cloudy or more like a part of me was missing. The day of their wedding Laura was running I offered to hold J.J. so she could stand as Madison's parent. I was holding J.J. to my chest like he was protecting me from all potential pain. I sat there thinking about how Mare and I could have been married by now and maybe have a baby of our own. Everyone in the group was married, Zayn was the first one to marry Perrie which was the best, Liam and Laura were next, and now Niall and Madison were getting married, Louis and El were against marriage but made the promise to be together forever. Here I was sitting holding my godson and watching my friends live their happily ever after. I was lost in thoughts when someone sat next to me. I didn't look I just held J.J. and talked to him and played with him. He was growing so fast I tried to spend as much time with him as possible to watch him grow into the man he will be some day.

            When I finally turned my head to see who was next to me I gasped and blinked about 100 times to make sure it was really. "Hello Harry." I heard the voice I waited over a year to hear. "Mare?" I whispered looking at her to make sure she was really sitting next to me. "It's me, did you forget all about me yet?" she tried to laugh while looking at me and J.J.

"I could never forget you Mare and you know that." I whispered.

"So how are you? You look good."

"I am ok J.J. here is what keeps me going I love him and Laur had to pull me out of my head a couple times but now I am ok. How are you?"

"Um I guess I have been better, Liam and Laura's offer could not have come at a better time."

"What happened Mare?" I said while inspecting her body to make sure she was ok.

"It is nothing Harry don't worry about me."

"I have worried about you every day since I met you why make today any different. Tell me what happened please."

"My sister is pregnant again and she had the nerve to try and have me raise her child because she doesn't think she can do it while she is pregnant. I told her off while my parents took her side I packed up all of my belongings and moved here I am staying in Madison's old room in Liam and Laura's house I moved in two days ago."

"Well then welcome home." I said and smiled towards her.

"You said Laura had to help keep you out of your head, what is going on?"

"Well you left and I was lost ya know I blamed myself and swore up and down that Laura would hate me. It was bad she walked into my house and hit me told me to shower and to come meet my godson. A couple other times weren't as bad I just couldn't keep you out of my head and that made my everyday living really hard. I am doing better some days are better then others. It's stupid of me to pine over losing you because you were never mine but in my head you were mine Mare and I am sorry if I scared you away with that thinking. I won't over step my boundaries this time around."

"Oh Harry I am sorry I ever made you think that. Harry it wasn't you or your feelings I was running away from. Well in a way it was your feelings but it was all because I had never had anyone who had those kids of feelings towards me and then you come along. It scared me in a way to think someone could actually look at me and you see the real me and still like me. I liked you too crap I still like you and I know this is a lot to take in right away but I never stopped liking you."