okay do not do that
okay so like I know a lot of people who just put themselves down a lot and give up on their dreams because they got it in their head they can't do it and it's really sad, in all honestly. it's sad to see someone with so much potential to be something amazing just give up because of false claims their mind has made.
rule one for life: don't put yourself down. just say "I'm gonna keep pushing myself at this until I'm the best" or something OK please don't give up on yourself