today was supposed to be my suicide date. for a long time now I planned to attempt suicide today. but for months I haven't even thought about it, and today I'm still alive. I'm going to live to see tomorrow and I don't plan on ever going through with the plans I had set for today. I'm so incredibly happy I'm still here, and will be for a while. things may not be great but I'm alive and grateful.
I'm celebrating by watching Star Wars (Episode I) (:
