And I wish I could control myself, but I just cannot help but fall in love all over again every time I look into your eyes. Good God, they're gorgeous. And I can't help but get excited every time you laugh, and every time you smile. I wish with everything I have that you'd either reciprocate these feelings or I could just stop having them, but neither seems to be happening.
I want what makes you happy. I want you to be in a relationship with someone who loves you and gives you everything you deserve and treats you well. I want you to be with someone you love and care for. If that person isn't me, then so be it. At least you'll be happy. That's honestly all I want for you. And yes, it hurts like hell I'm not who you want but I can manage. I'll live.
I love you with everything I have. I only want your happiness.