I Knew Better .

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It was my 8th grade school year , we moved from Lincoln Courts to Washington Douglas , I was so happy cause I was tired of living in the projects .
Our new neighborhood was alright , It was way better than the last one . It was a lot of kids over there , we moved in the summer time.. Deon had already knew people over there & people just start talking to me .. Of course cause I had a big booty all them lil boys was Tryna talk to me , but they was scrubs really wasn't my cup of tea , I was just chilling ..
I never really liked dudes my age they seemed a little childish and I've always felt way way wayyyy more mature to be my age .. I sometimes didn't apply it but I was very mature .
I started talking to this boy , he was 4 years older than me , he was KINDA cute .. I couldn't have did way better but I didn't .. My brother didn't like me talking to him but he eased up tried to give me a chance to grow up , cause he was talkin to all my lil friends. 
The boy used to make me feel so good , like he knew all the right things to say , he knew what he was doing , tricked and fooled me and I feel for it !
I made a stupid move , I went over this boy house while my Moma was gone , I thought we was just gonna chill but he took me to his room , like I said I made. Stupid move , I was blind .. I just wanted attention from a male , but not the attention I got ..
At this point I knew my life was over I knew I had to tell my Moma before somebody else did cause I know how boys talk & how stuff gets around . I went all July  with out telling her , school was right around the corner and ....



I didn't have a period 😩🙊

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