Chapter 26

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A/n: hi friends hahahah long time no see sorry i was busy!! Anyway in case you are thinking why are things getting so complicated, i really like very complicated stuff HAHAHAH

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(Hazel POV)
Tears started forming in my tearducts. He was my first, and they say first love never dies. I was still very innocent then. I did not had so many trust issues, and I wore my heart on my sleeve. I was, really really like a kid then. And he taught me how to analyse matters, his departure allowed me to mature in pain, and to stop being so gullible. It was long after he left before i was willing to accept another guy. He was, my first. His old smile screens across my mind. My heart still cringed a little, and I'm not sure if it was because i still had feelings for him, or feelings for the then me. My tears had started to rotate in my eye sockets, on the verge of falling. I looked up to the ceiling, wishing they won't fall out. It was then i recalled, who taught me that method.
- 4 years ago - (when Hazel was 15)
"Is it very pain?"
"Ye-yes..." i replied as my tears kept falling out. "I-i didn't want them to fall, i-i can't control them. If they fall, they would laugh at me again, they would think I'm fun to bully."
I tried really hard to close my eyes and used my hands to press on them. BUT THEY WON'T STOP FALLING.
He gently used his right hand to remove my hands away, revealing my vulnerable eyes. He looked to me and smiled gently. "Hey, "
I opened my eyes wide and looked sincerely into his too. It was the first time since someone looked at me this close, ever since I was disfigured from the car acident. I blushed a little. Then, an alarming flash invaded my wide-opened eyes. A click sound followed as i squinted my eyes hardly, still stunned by the flash. He took a picture of me! Crying. And ugly. "Hahahahaha what an ugly bitch! You looked so stupid blushing at me, please refrain from doing that, it could harm others' eyesight. hahahahaa" He chuckled loudly as he showed the picture to the othet students who gathered around us. I looked down and was ashamed, utterly embarrassed. Why did i trust him? He was considerably good looking, why was i so stupid to actually thought he liked me? Oh Hazel, when will you wake up? The laughter, chattering, criticism all started getting messier. The images of the students also started got blurrer. My tears couldn't stop. But I HAD TO. I had to. If they don't stop, they would only continue making fun of me. I need to be strong, Hazel you have to be strong. But how? I continued wepting, and wepting. Suddenly, Leon fell to the ground.
"Argh! Which motherfu-" the guy threw another punch at Leon's lips. Leon looked up angrily, and when he saw His face, he quietened down. The crowd immediately dispersed as well. It was him, Kris.
"Don't mess with her. She's with me now. Fuck off. If i see you bullying her again, you are against me. And i think you should know how it's like to be against me, don't you?" Kris threatened as he stared into Leon's soul. "Yes..yes..hyung." Leon scattered away. "Wait. Kajima." Kris said calmly. "Ye-yes?" Leon replied. "Delete that picture. If i find it anywhere, you're fucking dead. Arasso?" Kris intimidated again. Leon nodded quickly and ran off.
"Hey," Kris changed his tone entirely. It was so gentle right now, as if he was speaking to a baby. "Come on up, " he continued as he offered his hand. I looked at it and my eyes turned to see his face. It was so gorgeous. He was so beautoful, his face looked like they were craved out by angels. He didn't even look real. But, i doubted him. I just got tricked by Leon, would he be another trap?
I looked at him as my tears continued to fall. He chucked slightly before stopping. "I've been through that, now come on, trust me." I looked into his eyes, they looked really sincere. He then used the back of his hand to gently stroke my cheeks. "Whenever you feel like crying but you don't want to, look up, there." He pointed at the ceiling. I slowly diverted my gaze. "Th-there?" I looked at the ceiling as well. It was a beautiful white, and it looked really spacious. I never actually really observed the ceiling before, but it was my first. Then Kris smiled again. His voice was deep but gentle, super attractive. "See? You aren't crying anymore." I touched my cheeks. Its true. Its true!! My eyes rounded as i looked at him curiously. He...he's really nice. I smiled and took his hand.
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It didn't work this time. It really did not. I stared at the ceiling and all I've got are bad memories. My tears fell.
"It didn't work this time." His voice suddenly appeared.
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(Kris pov)
She stared at the ceiling. Is she..? Does she remember? She stared at it but the tears continued to drop down her soft cheeks. So it doesn't work anymore, does it. How about our love?
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(Hazel pov)
I looked to him and bite my lip hard. I am never going back, never. And I have Mark now.
"Shut up."
i took my belongings and ran out of the restaurant.
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(Kris pov)
We would meet again, soon.
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(Author pov)
The door creaked open.
"Is she here? Is she back?" Jr asked.
"Shut up jinyoung. You don't need to be so concerned over my girlfriend. Know. Your. Place." Mark snapped as he poked Jr's shoulder using his index finger, and gently pushing him backwards.
Hazel looked over and sighed again. "I'm serious, the both of you, please. I'm already very troubled. Please." Hazel then walked into her room and shut the door.
"Foxy.." Mark called out as he briskly walked to the door of Hazel's room. Jackson stopped him.
"Enough. She needs rest. Mark." He said sternly. "Stop being so easily jealous what the hell. You're really childish. Hazel needs a matured guy. Grow up." Jr scolded.
"Matured guy? Says you. You are only proficient in putting.up a matured slash sarcastic front. You are childish as fuck inside. Who are you kidding." Mark retaliated. "Fuck off mark. You started this. You and Hazel aren't even married. The both of you aren't even exposed to the media yet. She has a choice. Stop treating her like your property, she's just currently interested in you."
The door slammed open.
"SERIOUSLY, GIVE ME A BREAK. PLEASE." Hazel almost screamed.
Mark and Jr retreated.
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*knock knock*
"What now?" Hazel lamented.
The door opened.
"Did i give you permission to-" Hazel turned to the door. "Oh. Hey." She calmed down. Jackson walked to the side of her bed. "Honey are you alright?"
"Mm" Hazel nodded her head. No,she's certainly not alright.
"Whats wrong honey?" Jackson placed the mug of warm milk to the dressing table and hugged Hazel. He stroked her head gently and kissed her forehead. "Come on, you can tell your Jackjack, we're best friends, remember?" Should i...? But, what if he tells them... no. Hazel are you mad? Has Kris' betrayal screwed your brain. Jackjack would never betray you.
Hazel hugged Jackson as well, her head closely embedded in his chest. Her tears then started flowing out again. "Jackjack.....jackjack...." she sobbed and sobbed. His shirt got entirely soaked. Poor baby, who the fuck hurt you i would fucking kill him/her. Jackson slowly separated Hazel's head from him and kissed her cheeks, both of them. "Shh..it's okay now, it's alright now...you're safe with me...I won't let anyone hurt our honey..." he wiped her tears off. Hazel then told everything to him.
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"Eh eh Jackson has been in there for like an hour already, he's still not back!! " bambam exclaimed.
"Why why are you jealoussss?" Youngjae playfully asked.
"Nahhh I got over Hazel noona, I am starting to like....... sooyeonie now!! Hehe" Bambam rubbed his hands in glee. (Comment if you want a side story of them!! :) )
"You change your crush like you're changing clothes. " jr commented.
"Thats good anyway, " Mark added in. "Don't you dare do that to Hazel." Jr looked to Mark. "Joke. I love her, why would i ever do that? you should watch out." Mark warned. "Okay okay are you both done??" Jaebum interrupted. "But really, an hour for drinking a glass of milk??" Bambam was curious. "What would they doooo" bambam winked. hazel's door opened and closed. "Hey" Jackson whispered.
The group immediately took notice of the wet patch on his chest area. "Woahh what happened?" Jaebum asked. "She..shes really stressed. Mark, jr, please." jackson explained.
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Is it time i stop? That i let go? Of her? Jr looked towards honey star's door.

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