Whispering Hearts (GOT7 Mark ff)

Chapter 16

T H E D E P R E S S I O N

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(Author's note:  Hi guys, for certain devices chapter 16 comes before chapter 15 :( I'm not sure why...im sorry i tried switching it back but it didnt work :( If that happens for your device, please just read chapter 15 first!! :D)

"Honey! Hon-" Jackson stopped calling as he thought she needed space. This time, even he doubted if he could fix the wound that was brutally torn apart again. He looked as the back view of his honey ran further and further away. And his heart sank. She must be crying, she must be so hurt. He felt it, and his heart wrenched. "Oppa! Really? You'll really start with me?" Sooyeon's voice got into Jackson's ears.

Jackson could not take it any longer. He went forward and grabbed Mark by his collar, pulling him towards him.

"What?" Mark asked, still mad at the scene of Jackson and Hazel.

"You're my best friend, really, but...this time, you went overboard. Bastard." Jackson then punched him, throwing him to the ground.

"She was just thanking me you idiot. She called me her best friend, get it? BEST FRIEND. but even if so, the words that came out of your mouth, was too much. Way too much." Jackson then walked off.
Best friend.....best friend...best friend???

So all along Hazel only treated Jackson like her best friend? Then it dawned to Mark. How much have he hurt her. Oh hazel, oh my foxy, oh fuck. Mark then ran off, in search of his hazel.

(A/N: hello guys so anyway, this chapter the behind parts I wrote it like last year hahahahah so it's a different style of writing.... Please bear with it!! Anyway this chapter is quite short)

(Author POV)

She cuddled herself and hugged the pillow so tight it was gonna break.

No more tears, they have dried. no more frustration, guess she had enough. she had given up hope, hope on him.

She stared at the soft toy he gave her blankly.

Her heart ached so much but she was too tired to express it out.

She laid there, blank, aching, worst than living.

Some times she would convince herself it was not true, sometimes the flashbacks would come back to her, sometimes she would simply sleep and hope to forget everything. this has been going on, going on for days.

The doorbell rung, effectively alerting her. but she did not bother. all of them came already, to convince her to give him another chance. she wanted to but, she had been hurt so many times and she swore this was the last.

She continued to lie there, not even moving. it has been days since she last bathed or brushed her teeth. crackers and soft drink cans laid comfortably on the floor.

Then, the doorbell continued to ring. she still did not bother.

(Hazel POV)

"Urgh..." as I randomly took something from the bed to cover my ears.

It's so fucking irritating.

Suddenly, I recall the second time me and mark kissed. on the bed, on this bed. I looked at the soft toy I used to cover my ears.

Then, I lost it.

It was fucking fucking the soft toy rabbit I put between us when we kissed.

(For enquires please revisit chapter2)

I cannot anymore.

I've been holding this back for days I cannot.

I cannot