Look at the surface
What do you see?
"I don't know"
Here's a secret
"Okay tell me"
I don't care
I want to but I just don't
"It's okay"
No tell me how cold and cruel I am
"No...."
Baby, Hun, my friend...I'm sorry
I am emotionally cold
I don't feel
So I act out the parts
Look at me what do you see?
".........I don't know"
It's riveting
How I can run around without a care
but then there is this thing called anxiety
It binds me in chains
holds all sources of confidence hostage
"what do want me to say"
Are you hurt?
"well kind of..."
I'm sorry
all I want is the best for you and it's not me
I fall in love and get bored
Tired of the constant
always hating routines
But the split second reactions
Varies to extremities sometimes
"what can I do?"
Leave me alone
Let me reside
die out like a fire without spark
I'll come back
If it's meant to be
