My story starts when I was little
The monster was then born into me
It grew
Evolved
And destroyed me
I cry so hard I'd be out of breath
Hiccuping along each break
Running away just to get caught
I'd die to be free
Self loathing wasn't ever new
When I was a wee girl
I hated who I was
Awkward
Weird
Always on the outside looking in
I grew up knowing no thing called confidence
And as I grew so did my monster
Till it got so big that it destroyed me
And in the midst of this
It destroyed itself
But remnants are left
Physically
And mentally wearing me down
Sitting on the bathroom floor
Crying because I'm in war
The people around me are my enemies
But then could it be just me?
My mind telling be things
That shant not be
I just want to go home
But where is home
I just want to be free
But how ho I be free if everyone condemns me
Soul searcher
Search my soul and find me.
