The air I breathe
The blood I bleed
Are not the same
The mind I have
The thoughts that ponder
Comes across as mindless wonder
But If you try
To figure my mind
You'd get lost
In it's never ending race
I try to keep up with it's pace
but
forget it
It's okay
I run with the wind
I'm alive
I'm alive
Free
Forever
But...
Then reality dawns on me
It's fluorescent light casts down upon me
It's evil shadow
Depression seeps in
And I shut down
My eyes
nothing more but a closed
Window
That used to hold my soul
My tears
They fill oceans
With their pastel blue color
The moon
It's crimson tonight
As I tear through my seams
And watch as my pale pink blood
With a violet tint
Trickle ever so lightly
On the skin of my forearm
Stitch myself up
I am naught but
A doll
In this world
full of puppets
But this doll
She's free
she lives in worlds unknown
and out of reality
She is me
I am
AIW
Forever
