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Chapter 3 What the hell is wrong with me?

Denver's POV..............................

"......and with in the next month or so we will be seeing change. Some new members will be joining, so will be born and some will be leaving." My dad said. We were at the pack meeting and Bray, myself and Em were sitting here on stage listening to him talk about a coming up Bon fire that will be going in before we left for our birthday week.

"Dude whose leaving?" Em asked.

"Not sure." I said. Not wanting to tell him. My dad told me about his parents leaving and everything else that was going on today while Em was with my mom in the kitchen. He like helping her. He says he's going to cook everyday for his family. He wants to be able to provide something good to his mate other then his assets. His words not mine.

"I hope it's not anyone were close to." He said sounding sad.

"If so we will deal with it, baby boy." I said smiling at him.

"......when the week is up the three boys will take another week with their mates." My dad said.

"We are going to be off school for two weeks? Shit I have to get my home work for two weeks now." Bray whined. We promised we would do all homework before we left. Now I wish we hadn't.

"Don't worry baby I will help you. We can have a study group and do all the work together." Em said.

"You always do." I said winking at him.

".....you for coming. Please fill free to come to me for anything." My dad said finishing up the meeting.

"Denver, got time for a walk?" Tabby asked.

"Nope." I said shaking my head.

"Dude, what's up with that? You could have gotten laid." Trevor asked looking shocked.

"She has issues with my friends." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"Dude why, their cool as fuck man." He said as Em and Bray came up to us.

"Hell yeah. Bro's before hoes my man." I said shaking his hand.

"Well I happen to like your friends how about you and I take that walk." Katie said walking up behind me.

"You got it. I'll be home in a bit." I said knocking fist with Em and Bray.

"Come on." Katie said taking my hand.

"Denver. Remember your mate." My mom said.

"I know mom. Practice makes perfect. And I want to be perfect for my mate." I said with a wink.

"That is not what I meant, Denver Lee." She yelled all red in the face.

"Sorry, mommy." I said smiling at her.

"Come on sugar let get these legs a moving." Katie said and I don't think she meant it the way some people might have thought.

Katie and I walked towards her house. I wasn't sure if her parents were home or not but the farther we got away from home the less I wanted to do this. I think my momma is getting to me.

"So sexy what are we going to do?" She asked running her hand up and down my chest getting close to my lower area. Normally this would turn me on.

"I'm thinking nothing. Your just not doing it for me. No offense. I mean it could be that I'm tired." I said stepping away from her and her roaming hands.

"What? I don't get it. Don't you think I'm sexy?" She asked.

"Yeah I guess. I mean I have at least put you on my list. I don't think you ugly or anything it just I'm not in the mood. Your touch isn't making little Dev rise and shine so I'm going home." I said turning so I could walk away.

"OMG, it's true. Emery Black switched you. Your gay." She said.

"Honey I'm not gay and I'm not straight. Everybody needs love and I'm willing to help them until they find that love." I said smiling. I'm not any sexual I am all sexual.

"What the hell does that mean? Your not gay or straight." She asked.

"What I meant by it. I will fuck anything that wants to fuck. I'm not picky. My love or mate can be girl, guy or even a transgender or whatever. I don't care. I love people. Some people call me pansexual.

"That's kinda gross. " she said but I didn't care.

"So is being a slut but I like you for you." I said before turning and walking away from her.

I made my walk back to Em's passing my parents house on my way. I miss living at home but I don't think I could sleep there. At first when I moved in with Emery and Emmett it was hard and weird. I hated the sounds of the machines they had Emmett hooked up to. And I swear I could still hear them but those sounds became comforting. Emery told me when I find my mate that we could move into my room. He said I could even live here once I become Alpha.

"Talk about a wam bam thank you ma'am. Hell hon, that's a new record for you." Em said as I walk in the door. He is one sexy beast. He standing in front of me in only boxers and he's turning me on more then Katie ever did.

"I wasn't into it. Left her stand by the side of the road." I said eye rapping my best friend.

"Close to home I hope." He said ignoring the eye rape like always.

"Yeah two houses away. I'm not a heartless bastard. Where is Bray?" I asked.

"Doing his homework. If he gets done in time he said something about going for a swim. I decided toile cookies while we wait, you want to help me?" He asked.

"I think I want to shower. I kind of feel gross." I said.

"Okay, well come down when your done." He said turning to walk into the kitchen.

I headed up the stairs to my suite. The rooms in this house are huge and each have there own bathroom. The only thing that my suite is used for is a place to put my clothes, homework and the occasional hook up. I sleep in Em's bed and I have for almost four years.

I grabbed clean boxer briefs and headed for the shower. I honestly love the showers in this house. They had those rainforest shower heads. I could stay in this shower for ever.

After releasing some much need tension and washing up I dressed and found my clothes for tomorrow. I normally don't have homework so my nights are normally free. Bray is taking really hard classes so he seems to always have homework. He wants to become our packs back up doctor but he is going to have to learn from Mr. Washington because I can't afford for him to be heading off to college. I need him here helping Em and I run this pack. I think Em would make an awesome Luna. Don't tell mate that.

"You got any cookies done?" I asked walking in to the kitchen.

"Are your hands clean? No little Dev's still swimming on them?" He asked making me laugh.

"Nah, I did that before I washed this time." I said taking the plate of cookies he had ready and a glass of milk to the breakfast bar.

"All done with my homework." Bray said coming in the kitchen and sitting next to me. He smelled good. He was freshly showered that's why. That guy always smells the best after a shower.

"Are we swimming?" Em asked looking at the clock it was after ten and didn't look like we had time.

"Tomorrow well swim. I only have to work until eight." Bray said.

"I want you to cut back on your hours. No more weekends or every others weekend. Time to enjoy life a little it's our senior year and in two weeks we will be humping our mates from now until death." Em said making me laugh.

"Okay, babe. I'm still going to have to work to pay for my car insurance and gas. My dad is never going to pay for anything ever again. Not that he has in the last four years but you know what I mean.

"Good it settled then. Once were all mated and you two leave for a month I'm going to be a little lonely. It's the longest we've ever been apart in forever." Em said with a cute little pout.

"It will go by quick, promise." I said hoping I was right because he was right it will be the longest we've been apart.

"Yummy cookies." Bray said with a quick change if subject. I wonder if bray realizes we're going to be gone for the first anniversary of Emmett's death. It's killing me.

"Swimming and movie night tomorrow." Em said sounding sad.

"Cool, whose turn is it to cook?" I asked.

"I'll make dinner since i'll be home before any of you. And thanks sweets for liking my cookies." Em said winking at Bray.

"Welcome." Bray said. Em knew he changed the subject.

"Cookies, yummy. Me want more." I said handing him my plate and getting one of his famous giggles.

"I'm going to clean up so hurry." Em said and started to clean the kitchen. His parents pay for a maid and cook but Em fired the cook and told the maid only to come in three times a week unless his parent are coming home or a holiday is coming.

"Who's turn is it to lock up?" Bray asked.

"That would be me my dear." I said laughing.

"I think I might head up to bed now." Bray said yawning.

"Night, lover." Em said hugging him.

"Night bro." I said bumping fist.

I went around locking up and making sure lights were shut off and the alarm was set. Not even Em's parents could get in, not that they would want to. Em changed the locks and the alarm codes he was a little made. I headed up to Em's room as soon as I was done and found him and Bray already laying in bed. I crawled into my spot leaving Em in the middle. Emmett used to be in the middle with him. I miss him. He was so funny and down to earth. I hate cancer. I don't understand why all the good people have to die and the murderers and rapist get to live. Or child molesters sick fucking bastards they deserve to die a slow painful death and from what I witness Emmett go through that would be it.

I needed to clear my mind because every time I think of this shit I have nightmares. Time to think if something yummy to me. Anything shaves and wet. Yep definitely going to have to take a cold shower in the morning.

............ Next morning ..............

"Hon, that must of been one hell of a dream." Em said as I came out of his shower.

"Yeah, baby." I said Austin Power's style.

"Definitely. Your moaning woke me up, dude." Bray said coming in the room dressed.

"It was the best." I said feeling refreshed.

"Go get dressed Mr. Dripping wet with a towel low on your hips." Em said shaking his head and trying not to look. I still felt his eyes one me and Bray's too.

"I'm on it, baby boy." I said heading out of his room and down two doors to mine.

That dream was so fucking awesome. I was finally living my dream of sexing up two hot ass guys. I didn't see any faces but man was it unbelievable. I've been with two and three girls. Kinky I know. Thats mot what is as exciting for me. I want to be center of that sandwich. I am willing to be a giver and a receiver of anything one of those boys was willing to give me. Shit I'm getting all hot and bothered again.

Once I had on some light blue jeans and a white button up I grabbed my socks and headed down stairs.

"You want anything to eat this morning, hon?" Em asked.

"Toast would be lovely." I said pouring a cup of coffee.

"How about a bacon sandwich? I like you better when you eat some meat." He said handing me a bacon sandwich.

"That's what he said." I said chuckling and winking.

"You are in a really good mood." Bray said laughing. I still haven't figured him out after his confessions yesterday. I love him though.

"Hell yeah I am." I said sipping my coffee and eating my bacon sandwich.

"Piper called and she is driving today. Something about having a date and getting ready here. Do you guys know anyone by the name of Harrison Cooper?" Em asked.

"Yeah and she's not dating that asshole." Bray said.

"Why?" Em asked.

"He has been working his way through virgins since freshmen year. He must have just made it to Piper. I'll talk to her and introduce her to this assholes victims." Bray said.

"Cool thanks, I wonder why she decided to date all of a sudden." Em said sounding worried.

"She does turn 18 next month she's probably just nervous." I said.

"True." Em said rinsing his cup and placing it in the sink.

"I have to head out. You riding with me?" I asked Bray.

"Nah, I have to work after practice so I need to jet as soon as I shower." He said making me smirk. I love to stay in the showers after practice so I can let the hot water relax my sore muscles.

"Okay babes, I'm outie loves." I said after taking care if my dishes and grabbing my bag.

"Love." I heard from both as I headed out the door.

Once I made it to school I hit my locker and then ran down the locker room. My shit needed washed and if I asked Mrs. Kingsley nicely she would wash it and put it back in my locker for me.

"Mr. Maxwell, nice to see you again, sir." She said as soon as I walked in to the laundry area.

"Good morning, Mrs. Kingsley. How are you doing?" I asked.

"Very well, it's awful soon for you to be needing you stuff washed already unless you didn't wash it after school let our last year." She said calling me out.

"You got me. I actually left them here last year." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"You boys and your lack of wearing clean clothes." She said shaking her head.

"I know I hope my mate is as understanding as you." I said smiling at her.

"Me too, me too. I'll have them in your locker before you have class." She said smiling at me.

"Thank you so much. Is there anything I can do for you?" I asked.

"Could you see about a smaller place for me to live? Maybe close to work. With Lonny being gone now I don't need a three bedroom house." She said with a sad smile. Her mate died last winter from cancer like Emmett.

"I will text him before class an let you know." I said hugging her she was like a grandmother to me.

"Thank you." She said patting my back.

I left and headed towards my first class. I noticed people staring at me and didn't understand it until I saw Katie smirking.

"What's with the face?" I asked.

"Oh I was just telling everybody how the big bad soon to be Alpha couldn't get it up last night." She said.

"Did you also tell them what I said? That YOU weren't doing it for me. Nothing you did could possible get me hard last night because of you. I was all good later last night and this morning. So it's you honey, not me." I said wiping that smirk right off her face.

"Yeah but I bet it was with a guy." She said trying to assume something.

"What does that say about you? A guy can get me hard but you can't. And like I said. I'm pansexual girls and guys turn me on. Hell anything will turn me on but I have no preference to who or what does it. But you did not." I said with a shrug.

"That's cool man. Opens the door to many possibilities for you." Jonathon said. He was on the football team and I had my feeling he could swing either way himself.

"That's gross." Katie said.

"So is being a slut but because I like me some sluts I'm okay with that." I said winking at a few girls I have already had a nice time with.

"Whatever. I've got a real man to take care of me now. I don't have to deal with some impotent 17 almost 18 year old washed up has been who with he had been with me." She said smirking.

"Who you dating?" I asked.

"Tucker Freedmen." She said smiling.

"Hey Tuck, so yourself a favor and get yourself checked." I said laughing.

"Dude not cool." He said winking at me.

"Nah it's all good. I mean if you can get it up then more power to you but I just couldn't until later that is and not with her." I said chuckling.

"We'll find out later dude." He said with a smirk.

"Have fun." I said before walking off. Stupid bitch.

When I got to class I stretched out and put my head down. This is a nice place to take a nap. Em would kill me if he ever found out but we will just not tell him. I could nap until Bray came in.

Through out the day I was beginning to think there might be a little bit of truth in what Katie was saying. I wasn't finding anyone attractive and the only think I could do to make sure that I was okay was to picture those two fine ass chest and oh so yummy other parts. What the hell is wrong with me? Never in my life have I eve had this issue. I guess I'm going to have to talk to my dad about this.

I wonder if coach will miss me too much? Why am I even playing this year anyways? I am going to miss half the games.