I always saw this beautiful girl I never got to meet I mean sometimes she would catch me staring sometimes I would catch her staring at me, or I thought.. kyle actually ended up knowing her she came up to me. Being the anti social pussy, I was scared to go up to this beautiful magnificent girl. I told her I wrote I told her about the stories I started writing (at that time) but I never completed it.
I heard from someone. (While writing this I just realized something about this girl I didn't realize until now hmm.. well she still fucking perfect well back to the story!) That she liked me because i was different at that moment I swore I heard my own heart beat, this amazing girl liked me for that reason it made me feel giddy, happy like a one and only, take this in mind I never felt like this.
You know.. I never ended up with her she played mind games at a moment I thought I was going to lose her, I screwed up man.. oh let me tell you; we were at this picnic movie thing one thing led to another she said
"Well I don't know how you kiss"
I said "maybe you'll find out later" I smiled at her.
I didn't kiss her that night. I didn't get another chance she was that kind of girl that didn't like screw ups like me. I called her over spring break to say something I can't remember what we said in the call but I remember how I felt after it. I went eating with my cousin and his girlfriend that night the call I had with this one and only girl was awkward by the end of the call I was sad the rest of the night.
I never really saw her with any other guy until sophomore year when I see her with a plain looking guy that thinks like every other guy like "Oh yeah she's hot" or "ok look at that ass I'm a bang that tonight"
Now I think about it..
She liked me because I was different is it because I was to different she didn't like me?
My friend even told me how she didn't even like me as a friend I never knew how it felt to be heart broken until that moment. I wanted to yell on the top of my lungs. And for a moment I felt like I wanted to cry.
