Falling For Satan

His unique perspective

He would see the beauty in Gods creations he loved animals, trees, flowers, the sky, the wind. Nature was so gorgeous to him. But one of Gods creations he absolutely hated was the creation of man. They were so corrupt, broken, lost and evil. These creations he was repulsed by. Yet he saw me differently. I was truly corrupt, broken, lost and evil, but I was the right kind of everything. I was the right kind of corrupt because I had lost everyone and everything I had ever loved. I was the right kind of broken because I never blamed anyone else for my problems but me. I was the right kind of lost because no matter how lost I was he still found me. I was the right kind of evil because I only hurt people who had told me they'd never leave but they did they all left. He found a light in me something that made me different from the rest of mankind. I was so used to being picked up only to be shoved down harder. So for him to see my heart as something that hadn't been stitched back together 1000 times was so amazing to me. He would ask me how it felt to be a broken human with a whole soul. I never really knew what he ment, but now I do. And I've asked myself that everyday since he left. He taught me how to see like him. To look into someone's soul. It really hurts sometimes. Now its just like a second nature for me and sometimes you can't un-see things. I never truly knew who he was until the day he left yet we will see each other again because he has the one thing I could give him forever without killing me. I gave Satan my soul, but because I'm so different I haven't changed. I am so pure you can take my soul and I'm still the same exact person. Which is also crazy to me. Me , Chels Quin so pure I can live without my soul and not change. He has my soul now. The love of my life. Satan. The thing I waited what feels like eternity for is owner of me and my pure soul. I couldn't be happier.