Falling For Satan

The Hell of Waiting

When we got into the hospital there were people laughing and who were happy. I was so confused, I thought how can people be this happy when my niece is fighting for her life in the other room. I asked my aunt, "What's going on?" and she said, "Child don't be sad God will fix this. Miracles do happen we just have to have faith." I clutched Lucifer's hand hating the thought of putting my sweet innocent niece in something so unworthy as Gods hands. The last time I had faith in God and asked him to save my parents. They died. From that day on I told myself that there was no God or if there was I am not important to him. Now as my niece is struggling to live I am asked once again to have faith in something I've given up on. I try to ignore my aunts comment and start to look for my brother and his wife. Once i find them Michelle's eyes look puffy from crying and My brother looks tired beyond belief, I give each of them a deep hug and I fight back so many tears. When that is done I introduce Luci to them. I say, "This is my.. uh.. boyfriend Lucifer." Luci just smiles and shakes my brothers hand, "You can call me Luci for short, I feel it's more me." My brother just nods with a straight face. Michelle breaks the silence, "Well it's very nice to meet you Luci, I'm sure you are great to Chels, i have not felt her vibes of happiness for a very long time, yet when she says your name I can feel the happiness you bring to her. Thank you for being with her at this hard time." Luci nods and we walk away back to the waiting room. I don't feel ready to see my niece yet I want to wait. Throughout the day people come and go some come with tears and leave with smiles, some come with smiles and leave with tears, and some like me, just sit silently waiting until they're are ready. It is about 10 pm when everyone starts leaving and I am too lost in my own world to realize I've been sitting in the same spot staring at the same shoe for 6 hours it took Luci shaking me from my mind to wake me from this state he said he got us a hotel close to the hospital. I said okay. We said our goodbyes for the night and left. On the way to the hotel we talked he said , "Your family is not as crazy as you portray them to be." I laugh. I think it was the first time i had laughed in the 72 hours since this had all happened and I am happy i have Luci there with me. We get to the hotel, It's nice, our room is big and has two queen beds. I set my stuff down and lay on one of the queen beds ready to sleep so i can escape this horrible reality. Just as I start to get ready to sleep Luci says i can't yet because i haven't eaten yet and I realize how hungry I am. So we go out to Panda Express and we talk more while we eat. It was calm and peaceful like a date should be it was nice. We laugh some more then he asks, "So I'm your boyfriend?" I nearly choke on my food then get the courage to reply I say, "You have met my family and now you are here with me during this so yes I would say you are my boyfriend?" I swallow hard worried about what he may say. Yet, he just smiles and says, "You kept me waiting long enough gosh that waiting was Hell." I laugh. We finish our meal and head back to our hotel.