Imagines

Song Imagine: Running Low - English

It's Saturday morning and you just woke up. You roll over on your side and take out your phone. You look at the time and see it's 9:17. You roll back on your back and think about what you have to do today. Nothing. Okay, maybe some homework, but for the rest you do not have to do anything. You sigh and open the messages you got. Two from Nina, five from Miley and two from Will, your boyfriend. 'Hiiiii' 'how are yaaa?' 'wake up' 'wake up' wake up'. Miley's messages, you laugh and answer 'I woke up '. Nina's messages: 'heyy' 'did you sleep weeeellll?', you answer her too ofcourse. You answer you slept okay, because you actually did. Then the messages from Will. 'Goodmorning beautiful' 'anything planned today?', you smile at the messages, but the smile disappears not too soon after.

You think about him, about your relationship, about you. You answer him with: 'I'm sorry, I am full today'. He answers very fast, 'doesn't matter sweetheart. Are you okay?' he asks. You sigh, he is so sweet. 'I'm okay, thanks' you answer and quickly go offline. You lay your phone to the side and put your hands on your head. You can't do this, it doesn't feel right. You are trying to avoid Will for nearly a week now, the hard part about that is that you are in the same class.

The day passes by and you don't answer any of the messages you got from Will. It's eight o'clock in the evening and you're laying face down on your bed when the tears start to roll. You don't want to hurt him, he doesn't deserve that. But he deserves someone better than you as well.

Without brushing your teeth you fall asleep that evening. You wake up the next morning, tired and your eyes hurt from the crying last night. You lay on your back and stare at the ceiling for a while. You take your phone and open the messages from Will. You read them and the words flow through you, but you don't answer. Will is online and sends you something else. You still don't answer and then he calls you. You don't want to answer, but you still do. 'Hey darling, what's up?' he asks, his morning voice being too sexy. 'Hi' your voice cracks. You stay quiet for a while and he asks: 'Y/N? Are you alright?', he honestly sounds so worried that you can't take it no more and burst into tears on the phone. 'I have to... You have to understand...' you whisper in the phone. 'You have to what? I have to understand what?' he asks. 'I...' you mumble, 'I break up with you' and the tears come down as a waterfall again. He is quiet and then hangs up the phone.

You just lay face down on your bed and cry. You cry your eyes out. When you have been crying for at least half an hour the doorbell goes. Luckily you're not home alone, so you just stay in bed. You hear your mom opens the door and talk to the person outside. They say something and then the person is coming upstairs. You burry your face in your pillow and don't want to see the person standing the door opening right now. 'Go away' you say, your voice muffled because of your pillow. He doesn't answer and sits on the end of your bed.

You move your head from the pillow and look at him. His eyes are red too, he has been crying... He bows over and takes you in his arms and hugs you tight. You push him away and he just stares at you. 'Why?' is all he says after a while. 'I can't... I can't hurt you anymore...'. 'What the hell are you talking about Y/N?' he says. 'I'm hurting you, by avoiding you... It's easier when it's said... I just don't dare to tell you everything... I can't... you will think I'm crazy and leave me anyway... you have to go... This isn't gonna work with me in it...' this came out really fast and all at ones. He stares in your eyes and then smiles. Silent tears roll down your cheeks, 'why are you smiling?'. 'I thought it was something serious' he says and takes your hand. 'But this is serious!' you scream whisper. 'It is, but it isn't a big problem'.

'Ofcourse I won't leave you for your past, for what you've been through. Ofcourse I won't leave you because of what you are now, that's why I'm with you. You know you can tell me anything, a boyfriend is here to support you right? I'm here to support you.' he says with his sweet reassuring voice. He carefully wipes your tears away with his fingers and strokes your cheeks. 'Are you serious?' you say, still doubting. You sit up straight. 'I am dead serious. Why would I lie about something like this?'. You look down and mumble 'I don't know'. You look up and stare into his blue eyes. 'Does this mean we... We are still together?' you ask scared. 'Ofcourse we are still together' he answers and gives you hug. He backs away and gives you a soft kiss on your lips.

You smile. It's been a few days since such a real smile covered you face. You are truly happy, but you're still scared. Will leans back on your bed and you lean against him, with your head on his shoulder. He has his arm wrapped around you and is drawing small circles with his thumb on your back.