I walk into the school with anxiety rushing over me.
"What if everyone hates me"
"I'm going to do something wrong"
"What if it's just like my old school"
I felt my head racing and suddenly all confidence I had went away. I didn't know where I was going. I decided I needed to calm down so I rush to the nearest restroom.
Remember, breathe Tyler. Count to 10
1..2..3..4-
I heard someone come into the door.
I can't have someone hear me talking to myself so I rush out the door before someone can hear me talking to myself.
I feel a tenth better. So I head to the office where my schedule will be.
I went to the office where I see a middle-aged women with thick glasses and obviously dyed hair.
"H-hello." I try to say with my best confidence.
"Hi hun, are you the new student"
"Yes I'm T-Tyler Joseph"
"Okay here is your schedule dear."
" Thank you"
I walk out internally face-palming that I stuttered.
Okay first class is math. Are you kidding me? Sigh room 145. I check the other rooms to see where it's at, 435, 436.. What?
Oh no I am definitely lost now.
I go to the right, 440. That's not right.
Maybe I need to go upstairs? Ugh this is so complicated! I heard a bell. Great this means that I'm going to be late and everyone will stare at me more.
Just when I was caught up in my own thoughts I feel a bump which made me flitch. What was that? I look up to see a pink-hair boy. This boy, is very attractive. His hair is crazy, he looks quite buff and his beautiful brown eyes are staring right into mine.
"Oh my gosh! I'm so so sorry, I'm new and I'm lost I didn't realize you were there. This is completely my fault I'm so sorry!"
"Hey dude it's okay. Let me see your schedule and I will show you, alright?" As he smiles.
Oh my gosh his smile is so beautiful I can't help to feel my checks heat up every time I stare at him.
"A-Alright"
"Okay room 145 that's Mr.Paul!
I have that class too so we can go together. Actually it looks like we have all the same classes together but you have choir and I have band."
"Awesome!" I say a little too excitedly.
We walk upstairs and I can't help but stare right at him the whole entire time..and his butt. His butt is so adorable. I sigh when I realize I have no chance with him. I'm ugly and pathetic and he is probably straight! He interrupts my thoughts saying
"Oh my name is Josh by the way"
"I'm Tyler"
"Nice name, it's cute"
Did he just say my name was cute?! My face is full on tomato right now.
"U-Uh thanks."
We reach the room and smiles
He holds the door open for me and before I can speak and tell the teacher how sorry I was when Josh interrupts me
"Sorry we are late, Tyler got lost so I helped him"
"It's okay, I won't call it a tardy. Tyler go sit with Josh in the back of the room."
I nod quickly, my books pressed up against my chest.
We sit down. My face still red, from this amazing boy. God what is this boy doing to me?
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Always Yours Joshler AU
RandomTyler is a severely depressed teenager. He struggles with anxiety, self-image, voices and to top it off, high school. He has no friends and is constantly bullied no matter where he goes. Transferring and trying to make a 'fresh start' is his main go...
