Always Yours Joshler AU

taken by sleep

As Mr.Paul talks about something that I've completely zoned out I can't help but stare at him. His chocolate brown eyes, the way his eyes crinkle as he smiles. The way he talks. Everything about him is beautiful.
"Uh hi" Josh says.
My face gets red from so much embarrassment as I look away and quickly say how sorry I am and how I zoned out.
"No it's fine I just thought I had something on my face." He laughs.
I smile then look at Mr.Paul talking about something I don't care about.
The bell rings and the next class is language arts. Something I'm actually good at.
This time Josh sits across from the room which has pros and cons to it. Pro; I can stare at him
Con; we can't talk
After that class is gym. I. Hate. Gym.
The first minute of me there I already hate it. I hate changing with the class,I heard whispering. Oh my god. My scars. They are talking about my scars I slightly hear one guy with dark shaggy hair say "Is he emo or something?"
"Maybe he should just kill himself then." I hear another one say.
I can't do this. It's exactly like my old school. I stare right with tears in my eyes at Josh changing, which makes me blush, he stares back questionably and walks over.
"Hey what's wrong." Shirtless Josh says
I want to hug him, I want to melt in his arms and cry.
"Can I tell you later?"
"Yeah, why don't you come over to my house after school" He smiles
My eyes widen.
"U-Uh yeah"
It seems like forever until the bell rings. My stomach turns. I get out of my seat then Josh runs towards me.
"So, do you want to walk together from school?"
"Yeah that's fine." I say my face red.
"Let me just text my mom."
Tyler: hey mom, I wondering if I could go to a friend's house after school
Mom: Oh my gosh!! You made friends I'm so happy. What's his name? Is he nice? What does he look like?
Tyler: mom
Mom: Right, sorry I'm just excited for you. Just be home at 7:30.
"My mom said it's okay"
Well let's start walking.