One of my classmates once said "Things happen for a reason." Well God if things happened for a reason, why do I feel like an outcast everyday huh? Why do I not know how to be myself? It's frustrating feeling like an outcast a ghost or a school supplier, and the worst part is you don't know what it's like being yourself. I have been missing that feeling since. I'm tired of faking everything I'm tired of being judged. That's why I said "Please do not be judgemental." For those of you have known me for quite a while(you know who you are) idk ok you ppl may have classified me as weird,shy, or a loner but DAMN can't you people please listen to what I say, before you think I'm throwing a fit or something, when someone tells me "Sinabi ng mga kaklase mo nagdadabog ka." It makes me want to cry because I never judged any of them, I always cared for them , I would even pray for them most of the time every night, then their just going to label my actions as that? Seriously you should NOT judge a person whose shoes you've never walked in before, because you don't know what its like, the pressure to make your classmates happy, to bring honor to that section. It's hard I just want to prove to them I am just as good as them, I want to share my talent/s I want to feel like I belong for once. I admit I screw myself up sometimes but I'm sorry for not being a good classmate,getting mad at you guys. Not only that I also screw myself up by bottling up my feelings. That's why you would only see me smile all the time. That's all for now.
