Wallflower

explaining

I stayed up late for about months just to talk with Jonah, and it became a habit to me. It didn't bother me at all; I didn't sleep at classes anymore and of course, I encouraged Jonah to break the habit, especially the drug use part.

One night i went inside Jonah's house and it was really quiet. I checked all rooms but he was nowhere to be found. I forgot that i've never been inside his bedroom, so i decided to check. When i opened the door, i found him lying on the floor, shaking. I was literally shocked, i didn't know what to do. I shouted his name several times but he didn't respond. I cried myself that night, sat at the corner of the room, too scared to go home. My mind went blank that night, all i care was Jonah, Jonah and Jonah. I was too scared to do anything but stared at him for hours until i realized that i was spacing out, crying. Jonah stopped shaking. I thought he was dead so i tried to woke him up, I failed but he was still breathing so i was relieved. I tried to lift him and dragged him to his bed, he walked limply, and i saw that he tried to brush something off his mouth. I covered him with sheets and played with his hair. I opened his fisted hand and found a cute small sticker, covered in saliva. I knew what that was and at that time, I knew what just happened; He tripped on LSD and it was a bad trip. since that day, Jonah told me that he would gave up on LSD but not for Weed (since Marijuana's legal) and Cigarettes. I tried to convince him that it would kill him slowly but he didn't listen. He was addicted to cannabis, it was useless to warn him.

The next night, he texted me that his dealer got caught by the police and that his life was in danger. He told me to stay away from him but i refused. I kept on asking why should and would i stay away when all i really cared about was him. He read my messages. He left it read. No reply.