Addison had never yelled at me before I dropped my bags and went to the bathroom quickly the last person who yelled at me was the warden I felt unloved again, I sighed and went into a cubicle and sat on the floor. Calum followed me he waited outside asking me if I was okay, he said he'll go back to the others and say I'm okay but really it feels like I'm broken again. I saw a window so being me I opened it and jumped out walking all the way back to the house. I got to the house and started to cry on the porch, I thought about all the times she would punch someone if they yelled at me. She would get in trouble for punching or slapping the wardens for yelling, she would really hurt the other girls if they laid a finger on me but Addison yelling at me? it just hurts me it feels like I've been stabbed in the heart by her. I always felt like Addison was my rock in my life alone but now that I think of it I'm her rock as well and we're dealing with our own problems together and alone and it's making us insane.
As I sat on to wooden porch I got really bored and it started to rain, I tucked more into the veranda. The rain wet the grass, roads, trees and the houses, I sat and tucked in to the front door. I waited and waited until two cars pulled up as the rain settled down, all boys ran out and over to me as I was crying on the porch,
"Are you okay?" they all asked, I kept myself tucked into a little ball as the guys helped me up and inside the house, I looked back and saw Addison she looked so sad, she just stood there outside and watched us. Ash closed the door completely forgetting about Addie standing outside and then it started to rain again. Ash got me a towel and tried to make me warm, I kept seeing Addison's face in my mind the guilt and sadness in her eyes. finally Addie had the courage to walk inside. As she opened the door she stood there as the door slammed from the wind, Ash looked at her and grabbed a towel, he walked over and tried to place it around her shoulders.
"No." she said I could hear the sadness in her voice as she walked upstairs and into her room, Michael walked up to her room and I could hear the knocking. He walked back to us and shook his head, Ash walked me to my room and I went for a shower. I could hear Addison crying from the bathroom, I opened the door a little and she was asleep behind the door. I got changed into some leggings the guys bought for me and a shirt. I walked out and the guys smiled a little
"She fell asleep behind the door, I guess you're gonna have to wait until she wakes up." I said and then Anne well mom came home, she looked at us funny and the guys explained what happened. Michael and mom walked upstairs along with me, I walked into my room then I heard talking. I walked out and saw Addison, she looked terrible.
"I'll leave you girls to talk" mom said dragging Michael away as well
"I just got angry, I want you to be safe" she whispers to me, I burst out in tears. Addison walk two steps and embrace me into a hug
"I'm sorry I left, I just needed to go" I cried
"This is all my fault." She whispered, we pulled apart and we slightly smiled. We talked some more
"I just want to protect you but I can stop being protective, it's your life and I can butt out of it but I won't stop caring." she said and I smiled. After we talked we walked downstairs and everyone smiled, mom walked over to us and hugged us both
"We're going out for dinner, Lauren will give you girls some ideas on what to wear if you like" she said and walked away, Lauren walked over and I went with her. Addison isn't into dresses, skirts or anything like that I walked into Lauren's room and we talked about some stuff, we heard yelling and laughing from outside. we stopped talking and went and checked what the hell was going on outside, I walked out and got a face full of mud. I wiped my face and Ash hid behind Luke, I was a bit angry at first but then threw some back. we decided to go back inside and get ready to head out for dinner when Luke knocked on my door I only had my underwear on so I quickly found my old shirt and put it on before answering
"Hi" he said I smiled at his cuteness
"Hi" he blushed and looked around for Ash
"You wanna hang out sometime like I don't know without your brother watching us like a fucking hawk" he said and I laughed
"Yeah I guess so" he smiled and walked away leaving me I get dressed.
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FanficHazel and Addison are sisters and they both live in an orphanage, Hazel was dumped at the age of one and Addison was kept until she was four. They have both been in the orphanage their whole lives. Addison suffers from depression, suicide thoughts a...
