I've never ever yelled at Hazel for reasons, the wardens used to yell at her all the time it made her feel unloved a lot, I feel terrible that I did yell at her. I wanted to say how sorry I was I just got over protective with the whole guy thing, I should stay out of what she wants to do with her life but I won't stop worrying about her. I care too much for me to stop worrying about her, I'll always worry about Hazel.
"I just got a strange text from Ash, he says Calum followed Hazel to the bathroom and then came back to us to tell us she's okay but when Calum went back Hazel was gone" Michael reads out, what have I done. she'll never forgive me, I'm such a fuck up.
"We have to find her" he says and I nod, as we walk to the others 'if you want to do your own thing fine. I'm just trying to protect you from getting hurt' from what I said to her kept going through my mind I feel so shit. we get to the others and they don't say anything to me, they all hate me, Hazel hates me, mom hates me and the other two hate me. I hate myself. we've been looking for an hour now and anyone apart from michael hasn't said anything to me, I feel so shit.
"maybe she went home?" Luke said and everyone nodded, I felt emotionless, dead and just a waste of space. they didn't want me to help them find her, they were more worried about her than how much it affected me that she's missing, we all got in the car and drove home, the car ride was silent just Michael and me in the car. we got home and all boys ran out and over to Hazel who was crying on the porch they all asked if she was okay, Hazel kept herself tucked into a little ball as the guys helped her up and inside the house, I stood there outside and watched them. I stood outside and then it started to rain, my clothes got soaked, I stood there emotionless. It continued to rain and it started to get darker with the clouds, I finally had the courage to walk inside. As I opened the door there stood the guys and Hazel, Ashton looked at me and grabbed a towel, he walked over and tried to place it around my shoulders
"No." I said and walked up to my room I closed and locked the door, I cried and cried into the door as I slide down and crumbled to the floor. The guys would knock on my door but it could never make me feel the same. I soon fell asleep, I woke up some hours later. I unlocked my door and walked out I saw Michael and Anne, they got up quickly and hugged me
"I was so worried, Hun Michael told me what happened. I understand too but she was only talking" mom said
"I know.. I just got angry" I said silently Mikey hugged me and then Hazel walked out of her room, she looked at me the whole time
"I'll leave you girls to talk" mom said dragging mikey away
"I just got angry, I want you to be safe" I whisper to her, she bursts out in tears. I walk two steps and embrace her into a hug
"I'm sorry I left, I just needed to go" she cried
"This is all my fault." I whispered, we pulled apart and we slightly smiled. We talked some more
"I just want to protect you but I can stop being protective, it's your life and I can butt out of it but I won't stop caring." I said and she smiled. After we talked we walked downstairs and everyone smiled, mom walked over to us and hugged us both
"We're going out for dinner, Lauren will give you girls some ideas on what to wear if you like" she said and walked away, Lauren walked over and Hazel went with her. I'm not into dresses, shirts or anything like that I walked outside and saw the guys playing with a ball, ashton smiled and kicked it towards me
"C'mon Addie kick it to me!!" Calum said as he bounced around, I kicked it and started playing with the guys outside in the mud. It was actually really fun, It started to rain again and we were still playing. I ended up slipping over and bringing down Michael and Luke with me, We all laughed and started having a mud fight. Hazel walked out to see what was going on and Ash threw mud at her, she looked angry at first but then threw some back. After we all settled down I went and had a shower, The shower ended and I remembered I didn't grab any clothes fuck. I open the door a little and see Hazel, Lauren, Ash and Michael talking hazel's room. great.
"Mikey!" he was too busy sitting and listening
"Michael!" i said again and he looked over and I pointed at his shirt, Michael just nodded and threw me his shirt after taking it off lucky it was clean, I quickly got changed into it and It only reached my upper thigh. I walked out of the bathroom and quickly slipped on some underwear and high waist shorts, I walked back to where Michael and the others were and sat down as he looked up at me he says
"Fuck you look hot" He then realizes what he just said and slaps himself in the face
"shit I don't know where that came from" He says and I giggle
"It's okay at least I look hot after a shower and in someone else's shirt" I laugh and he blushes, we all decide to go get ready and I stayed in Michael's shirt, I walked over to Lauren's room and slipped on a pair or original low cut converses. I walked out and bumped into Lauren, she smiles
'Follow me" she says and leads me to her bathroom, she tells me to sit on the counter as she puts makeup on me.
"I'm only putting eye makeup on because your skin is already clear" she says and I look at myself, I actually look pretty. for once. I walked out and saw Mikey he saw me and dropped his cup full of water on the ground
"Sorry, I-ugh bye!" he says and leaves quickly.
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أدب الهواةHazel and Addison are sisters and they both live in an orphanage, Hazel was dumped at the age of one and Addison was kept until she was four. They have both been in the orphanage their whole lives. Addison suffers from depression, suicide thoughts a...
