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Angels pov-
I don't know why I didn't go after him I don't know why I didn't push my point I don't know why I let him interrupt me like that and or why my voice didn't work and still all these thoughts ran through my head as I looked out the window and watched the ship as it disappeared into the distance I swallowed hard I don't even know why I didn't try to stop him and it was then and only then did I realise I had made the worst mistake of my entire life tears fell down my face as I rested my head against the window watching as the ship soon turned into a small glint on the ocean then disappeared all together I heard small feet against the wooden floors and a hand slip into mine
"don't worry mummy" Alcazar said to me as he held my hand tightly "daddy promised to come back and daddy never breaks his promises, right?" I looked down to him and smiled tilting my head to the side slightly
"you're right" I whispered as I looked back to the window "daddy always keeps his promises"
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I laid in bed twisting the ring around my finger I pulled it off placing in on the night stand then I pulled the blanket over myself and the sleeping form of Alcazar I looked at him for a second before I looked back up to the roof then I touched a hand to my now swelling stomach I felt tears slip down my cheeks I was going to tell him but I never got the chance
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I sat on the beach the place I remember that I decided along with rikard that I wanted to settle here I watched the water my fear of the liquid long since gone thanks to rikard but I still could not swim but refused to learn but that didn't stop rikard from teaching Alcazar I smiled at the memory the poor boy was terrified until he walked out with rikard and just like him was quick to learn so many memories I thought as I was quickly brought back to reality as I replayed what happened in my head
'he left me' I thought 'he really left me and he didn't even say good bye he didn't even tell me where he was going'
I hated it all especially not knowing when the hell he was going to get back I looked at the ring on my finger then all my anger rushed back into my body and I stood up pulling the blue ring off I held it tightly in my hand then not giving myself any time at all I threw the ring away with as much force as I could muster I watched it as it skimmed across the water then with a sparkle it disappeared I swallowed hard. But you know how that old saying goes if you love something let it go and if it comes back to you it's yours forever well in some ways it was true and others it's not firstly because I came back to that same beach the next day sitting on the sand in the same spot I threw the ring and I watched the horizon when I saw something glitter in the sand in front of me and on further inspection I found it was my ring secondly I'm pretty sure something else had it before me but one thing was certain when I picked it up I was so going to lecture his ass when he got back
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free spirit p3
RomanceI sat on the bed my arms crossed as I stared at the full body mirror across from me I didn't just feel like myself I didn't even look like myself I sighed standing up I started walking closer to the mirror just as the door opened my head snapped to...
