free spirit p3

chapter 14

the  song above is so relevent

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11 months later

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I laid on the bed Alcazar beside me I sighed and he sighed too

"11 months" I thought "how did I manage that?"

I looked to Alcazar his chocolate brown hair covered his pale skin and blue eyes I knew why I made it through it was because of him and his likeness too his father, too Rikard, only seven and he was showing attributes and traits so much like him his respect his understanding his leadership his seriousness his swiftness and love his looks and what did he get from me the colour of his hair skin and eyes maybe the patience and anger and that horrible sense of humour that's all. he looked to me and we smiled at each other

"are you sad mommy?" he asked the smile dropping from his face I let my smile drop slightly as he grabbed my hand in his squeezing it a little

"I hope he comes back soon" I whispered

"he promised remember" I nodded "are you going to tell him about baby sis if he comes?" he asked I smiled

"I should have told him a long time ago" I said

just as I heard the door crack open slamming hard against the wall we both jumped

"careful!" I growled

as I saw Gallent rush up the stairs he paused for a second as we looked at him upside down for a few moments before we sat up he was breathing hard harder than I ever thought he would

"Gallent, whats wrong?" I asked

"Rikard he---"

"he's what?" I asked my stomach clenching as I feared the worst

"he he he he"

"for the love of god Gallent" I snapped the suspense was killing me "you better tell me o---" and that was when Alcazar jumped off the bed

"dads back?" Alcazar said

Gallent nodded tiredly as he leaned against the door frame still breathing hard Alcazar jumped off the bed and rushed down the stairs I hesitated Gallent finally got his breath back he came over to me

"are you alright little one?" I nodded quickly

"yes why?" I could bleakly here Alcazar chanting in a sing song voice

"he didn't break his promise, he didn't break his promise"

"Your hesitating" he said as he sat next to me "and you never hesitate little one you always grab life by don't kill me if I say it the balls, yes?"

I smiled a little but didn't say anything to that and a short silence passed between us

"Angel?"

"I'm just ... scared Gallent, I treated him like... " I shot a looked to the door to make sure Alcazar wasn't listening in then back to my knees "...shit I didn't even hear him out and it was only until he left did I actually do something I---"

Gallent rested a hand on my back rubbing it

"your fearing rejection little one" he told me "but take it from me your his world he kind of revolves around you he's more afraid of rejection then you are" I looked at him