Mend My Broken Heart...

Chapter 13: The Confusion?

The young jounin, Kiba, planned out his next moves very carefully. He wanted to catch the raven off guard, but there was one problem. Sasuke was never alone he was with Naruto constantly. The only time he wasn't with either of them was when he went from his apartment to Naruto's.

Kiba was making a plan to get Naruto back. he didn't know why he was so intent on getting the blonde back. The brunet shouldn't be, but he was. While Kiba was making his plan, Sasuke and Naruto were trying to figure out what they were to each other. Naruto wanted to think that Sasuke was his boyfriend, but if he thought that then he might be thinking too much of Sasuke and Sasuke wouldn't want to be around anymore. Though they did a lot of things together as though they were in a relationship Sasuke didn't really seem like his boyfriend. And most of the things they did usually led to fucking and he didn't want to be somebody's fuck buddy.

Even though it felt so much better and more sentimental with Sasuke than with Kiba, both emotionally and physically. With Kiba it was always hard and fast. Most of the time he was one his knees, probably so Kiba didn't have to look at who he was fucking. That made Naruto's heart hurt that he was just used as a play toy for Kiba's urges. He felt like he was going to cry again. How many times do I have to cry? How many days have to go by before I forget that Kiba was just using me? Why do I have to cry because I fell in love with the wrong person?

The problem was that you can't forget your first love you just have to live through the pain.
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Sasuke was worrying more about whether or not he was in a relationship than Naruto was. He wanted to know what Naruto thought of him, because he wasn't sending out very clear signals as to whether or not they were together. For years they had been friends and they hadn't really been attracted to one another until the day Sasuke broke up with Tatsuro. Maybe all he needed was somebody to fuck and then he thought he would get over his old boyfriend.

No! That can't be it! Then why would Naruto still see me? Why are we still sort of together if it was just a quick fuck to get over our ex's? There has to be something more to our relationship than just a physical attraction. Please let there be more to our bond other than sex. Most of the time Sasuke did have a rebound after getting through a bad break up. Had their relationship grown into something more or was this whole thing just breaking down their friendship?

Was adding sex in the mix of two gay boys who just got out of bad relationship good for either of them? Did they really care for one another? All these thoughts made Sasuke's heart want to crack in two all over again. He really liked Naruto and maybe if they had time to let their relationship grow they could come to love one another.

They have been 'going out' for nearly three weeks. Naruto had about four missions of a high rank, which meant a longer time spent away. Immediately when he got back the blonde ran straight to Sasuke. Three out of those four times they had sex, but the last mission Naruto just came and sat with Sasuke. They held each other and talked about what had happened while the fox was gone. Naruto talked about his mission. It was nice and made Sasuke feel like he actually had a connection with the boy.
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Both boys wanted to call what they had something more than they thought it was. They wanted a long term relationship. They wanted someone to love them. The problem was after having your heart broken you are confused and don't want to get hurt again. Naruto didn't want to be used again. Sasuke didn't want to lose another person in his unfulfilling life. They both hurt on the inside. They both have broken hearts. Can they fix each other?

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