The Pack Adopted me?

Part seven

I didn't think there was too much to think about until I actually laid down in my bed with no distractions. It was the morning time and nobody was awake, anyway, so I put in my earphones and listened to some Ed Sheeran and thought about life. It was nice;
getting my head in the right spot.
You wouldn't think there would be much flowing in the little brain of mine, when I hadn't been through much this past while. But, I had been through a lot this week. Getting adopted, meeting my idols- more like living with my idols, the nights I had bad memories, Vikk, leaving my best friend, seeing that best friend, again. It's a lot to take in to me. I haven't really gotten time to myself since the foster home.
I was done thinking for now. It hurts to use my brain, when it has terrible thoughts.
I wanted to be with somebody, I felt alone while I was in my room with my earphones in. I wanted to remember I had people around me.
I went to Vikk's room to wake him up, he's probably my best friend here. But when I reached over to shake him awake, he put his hands on my wrists and pulled me next to him. I liked it, it's what I wanted-to feel the presence of somebody. He didn't wake up, just smiled, falling asleep again with me in his arms. I felt safe, a feeling I didn't know was this. I have felt safeness, but not this; it's like nothing could happen to me in these arms that are wrapped around me. That was probably the best 'sleep' I've had in a long time. I could finally put my finger on what this safety felt like. My moms. No, I didn't "mom zone" him. Don't think I'll be doing that ever. I haven't felt this feeling since I would sleep with my mom when I was younger. That feeling was long gone by now- but not anymore. By this point my eyes were open looking up at the ceiling fan, with what looked like sudden interest, but it was Vikk and my mother my focus was on. I didn't want to get up anymore. I broke my focus to look at Vikk, who had a little smile for me, eyes just barely opened. I curled into him like a ball and held him tight.. I never wanted this feeling to go away.

I know it's super short, but I was really feeling this. I'll update soon :)❤️

-Katie