Scar Tissue

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Anthony's POV

Inspiring word of the day : Beauty comes in all shapes and sizes

That was the WORST camping trip ever ! I lost one of my bestfriends and I need to find a new guitarist !

I get up and walk down the stairs. I plop my ass on the couch and pick up my ESP (Your welcome broski for premoting )guitars magazine and flip thru it .

I feel the need to buy Dani one.

I hear a door open and close and a beauitiful yawn . I turn around and see Dani with her hair up and my sweat shirt that said "The Doors" and it had a picture if Jim Morrison on it.

"Baby... Why are your clothes so big ?" She said in her sleepy voice. It struck me and my heart when she said that. It hurt .

"Why are you grossly skinny?!" She opened her eyes and I feel horrible for saying that. "What !?" I feel so bad . "Beautiful, I-" She cuts me off.

"Clearly im not beautiful if I am grossly skinny!"She storms off with tears in her eyes. I put my hand on my forehead and wisper "What have I done...?"

Flea's POV

Its 9 am and I am already on the road Mia, on our way to where ever the hell she lives. I tried to look my best today because I am meeting her parents.

"Ok , so here are some tips to make a good im pression on my parents :

No cursing or dirty talk

No being sloby

No insults

Be kind

Make conversaions about cows and farming

Comment me if I am brough up

No constently texting

Only speak of the band when asked

Laugh at my dads HORRIBLE jokes. "

I look at her blankly. "So act like some upper class man who has no life other then counting money ?" She laughs. "Ok, what ever, just be yourself. "

Dani's POV

I lay in my bedroom crying for a while . 'Why are you grossly skinny' rang in the back of my head. Why would he say that ?

I hear a knock on the door and it opens. I look up and see Anthony. He sits down and hugs me. I begin crying.

"Why did you say that," I choke out thru weeps. "I dont know and I feel really bad..." He kissed my forehead. "Do you wanna know why im like this?" He shrugs.

**Flashback**

"You whore ! " I shot at her.

Lacy and I have been fighting for a while. On facebook and in person.

On facebook, I tagged her in a picture of a prostitute.

I got on facebook and cheaked the notification box because it was red and had a little 1 on it. Lacy tagged me in a picture of an overweight girl stuffing her face. Tears began to swell in my eyes.

I walked over to the mirror , poking my body, saying ,"Your fat ! fat Fat FAT! " I looked at the suposibly only skinny spot on my body. I grabed a blade and slit it.

I was called down for supper and I went down and ate. I grabed a water . I walked up to my room and measured around my waist. 30 inches around !

I took off my tank top and shorts and I was in my bra and underwear. I was way to fat . My thighs where huge, my stomach was enormus , I as FAT. I got on the scale. 115lbs.

I walked over to the toilet and stuck my fingers down my throt and thru up.

2 Weeks went by and I had lost 20 lbs, but that wasnt enough. I thru up and looked in the mirror. My ribs were pocking out and my hip bones as well.

A month went by and I began to get weak. I couldnt do anything anymore. So I began to cut my legs for punishment.

**End Flashback**

"You guys saved me. Your music did . You were the tissue over my scars... My Scar Tissue ... Thats why I am so frail and can be broken and hur easly."

Tears began to swell up in his eyes. I hugged him and he began to sing to me.

"Scar tissue that I wish you saw

Sarcastic mister know it all

Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause

With the birds I'll share

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view

Push me up against the wall

Young Kentucky girl in a push-up bra

Fallin' all over myself

To lick your heart and taste your health 'cause

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view...

Blood loss in a bathroom stall

Southern girl with a scarlet drawl

Wave good-bye to ma and pa 'cause

With the birds I'll share

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view

Soft spoken with a broken jaw

Step outside but not to brawl

Autumn's sweet we call it fall

I'll make it to the moon if I have to crawl and

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view...

Scar tissue that I wish you saw

Sarcastic mister know it all

Close your eyes and I'll kiss you 'cause

With the birds I'll share

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view

With the birds I'll share

This lonely view..."

I start crying when he is done. "Why are you crying ?" I look at him.and kiss him lightly on the cheek. "Beacuse it was so beautiful..."

Mia's POV

Hug my parents and wave goodbye before we pull out of the driveway. "So how did I do ?" I look at him and laugh .

"Fine Flea ." I put my hand on his back. "Dont worry, my parents love you ! They think your Mr.Perfect !" He smiles ear to ear. I leen over and ligjtly peck him on the cheek.

I feel his body go hot when we lock fingers... Does he still have that same spark as we did when we first touched? "Does you still get that spark that you did when we first touched?"

He turned red. "Actully, when we met for the first time .. And touched...Um... I didnt really think that it would work..."

I feel like I just died. I am going to keep my anger caged but im not sure about tears. I feel a tear fall. "But I was wrong ! It worked !" I nodded slowly and another tear excaped.

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