Dani California (Anthony Kiedis fan fiction)

What It Is

**(A/N this is 3 months after Everly was born )**

Dani's POV

"Ok! Bye Jess," I say hugging her. Her,Dave , and their daughter Carder Ashley Navarro, walk out the door.

"Dani," Mia says taping my shoulder. I turn and face her and Cam with thee arms speed out.

I hug them both and say," See you in another 6 months... And you guys would have your baby by then so I have to meet it."

They wave goodbye and I shut door. "Anthony...I'm going out for a bit," I say walking over to him and kissing him.

"I love you," he says after our lips leave each others. "I love you too," I say slipping on my shoes .

I walk out the door and hop in my truck. I begin to drive to downtown LA to my drug dealer's ,Mario, house.

I park my Truck and quickly knock on the door. He hands me a bad and I give him the money.

I sprint back to my truck and drive to the nearest shitty hotel. I check in and go up to my room and get higher then hell

**1 month later**

Anthony's POV

I sit on the couch with Everly in my arms and I hear the front door open and close.

I stand up and set Everly in his crib . I walk over to Dani, ferious the she was gone so long.

"Hi bab-" I cut her off and shout ,"You have been gone for 5 days! Don't "Hi Babe" me ! Are you cheating on me?"

She shakes her head and try's to reason with me. "No Dani! You keep doing this ! We have a 4 month old son and you haven't been there at all!" I shout at her.

"Anthony! You don't understand," she says trying to hug me. "Yes I do! You are a heroin and coke head!"

She puts a hand on her forehead and as she moves it away, she shouts,"It is what it is Anthony! You were to at one point!"

Anger wells up in me and I have made my desition .

"You know what! I can't be sober with you! You need to pack your shit and get the fuck out!" I say as she falls to her knees infront of me in tears.

"Please don't do this Anthony .... You know that I love you and I can change ... Please just give me another chance." She says pleading.

I shake my head no and say,"Get the fuck out of my face." She stands up with misty eyes and runs upstairs.

I walk over to Everly's crib and take him out . I hold him tight I'm my arms and his mother walks down the stairs.

I see her swollow hard and she walks over to us. "Bye my son," she say kissing his head.

"Bye Anthony ," she says hugging me and tear pour out her eyes a she walks over to the door.

She slips her shoes on and leaves. My heart begins to race as I walk back to the couch with Everly in my arms.

I sit down and cry.and cry. And cry.

"What have I done Everly ," I say to my son who is buried in my chest.

I hold him tighter and say," I need you more then you need me Everly ... I wil be the best dad that you will ever have."