Tear

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Dani's POV

I lay on top of my covers on my bed, waiting for everyone to finish at the concert. Im on the bus alone so I will have some time to think.

I set my hand on my stomach and think about what Anthony asked me ealier. ' Would you ever consiter children?'

The words rang I the back of my head. Do I want children ? I begin to fool around with my belly botton ring while thinking.

I have about an hour untill the show is over , so I deside to go get some hair dye.

I buy some blonde hair dye and try to figure out how to cut his hair.

I walk into Dave and Jessica's room to find some of Jessica's hair magazines.

I open the curten and see one of Anthony's shirts. I pick it up and a whole bunch of joints fall out. I instantly get a flashback

**Flashback**

It was a cool friday night in califonrnia I was living with my drug abuser father. My mother was living with her new boyfirend.

Dont get me wrong, I loved this man dearly and his addiction didnt change anything.

I was sitting in my room listening to Daughtry and inhaling the weed smoke from my father's room which was next to mine .

I was lying down in bed when I herd a cough. I just figure that it was nothing so I didnt worry about it to much.

I continued reading my teen fasion magazine like any other 14 year old girl would do.

5 minutes later , I herd some more coughing but this time it was more deadly and violint .

So I got up from my magazine and walked over to my dad's room.

He was coughing and gaping for breath. "Daddy ? Are you ok?" He placed on hand on his chest and on on his dresser to stablize himself.

He cought a little bit of breath and pushed everything off of his dresser , exept for a gun. "Fuck this shit ," he said as He picked up the gun and placed it to his temple.

"DAD! NO! " I screamed thru weeps . He pulled the trigger and droped to the floor.

I droped to my knees and and crawled over to him . I placed his head in my hands and moved his long hair out of his face.

Tears fell from my eyes on to his face as I stroked his head wispering "Daddy... Come back.. " under my breath.

I finaly got up and sat on his bed. Beside me was a letter . It said Danielle on the front. I opened it up and read it.

"To the love of my life, my only pride and joy, my only daughter , Danielle.

I love you and you know that . I just,wasnt happy.

I died of a drug overdose and you probably already know if you are reading this .

Or if the drug overdose doesnt work, I am going to try something else.

Im sorry I left you like this. I just wansnt happy.

I love you my dear but it was the drugs that killed me. Never ever do drugs because it majorly fucks with your head.

I love you .

Love, your father. "

I fell off the bed and tear after tear fell out of my eyes. I just dont know what to do anymore.

**End flashback**

I begin to cry after the flashback.

I grab a magazine and Anthony's shirt and walk out of the room. I sit at the table .

Mia's POV

I have finally come down off my high and I am sick of stuped high Jessica. She is actinb really stuped and it is getting sickining

I grab her arm and drag her out of the building and over to the bus"Jess!"

I grab on to her shoulders and shake her. "Tehe!" I slap her across the face.

She sends me a death glare and says "Do you wanna fucking go bitch ?!"

I get behind her and push her up the stairs of the bus. "Ya I do... To bed !"

We get up onto the bus and I nearly have a heart attack when I see Dani at the table.

I push Jessica into her room and close the curten. I begin to walk to my room , trying to avoid Dani. "Mia!?"

Shit !

Fuck!

Dammit !

I stop mid step and turn around and begin to walk over to Dani. "What ?" I sit and her expretion changes to hate.

"Why the fuck were all of these joints in Anthony's shirt !?" I shruge my shoulders and try to exape the occword feeling in the room.

Dani grabs onto my shoulder and turns me around so I am facing her.

Dammit!

Shit!

Fuck!

"Your hiding something from me, I know it , so sit your ass back down and tell me!"

I swollow hard and try to not make Anthony look bad. "I honestly dont know what you are talking about. I feel really sick and I just wanna go to bed. "

She nods and sends a sypathetic look. I head off the bed.

Anthony's POV

The show is over and I am off my high .

I walk on to the bus and all the girls are in bed. I walk into my room and Dani is on the top bunk texting.

"Are you sleeping with me tonight ?" She turns her head to me .

"Why should I ?"

Well that was bitchy .

"Because your my girlfriend ..." She rolls her eyes. "Well im not sleeping with you tonight. "

I walk out of the room and istanty feel bad. "Whats wrong Tony ?" I wave my hand at him to leave me alone.

"Do would wanna smoke a joint ?" I shake my head and sit at the table.

I place my head in my hands and feel hurt and pain rush out of my body thru tears.

What did I do wrong ?

Why am I crying if I dont know what I did wrong ?

Fuck ! This is confusing!

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