I Still Love You

•Chapter 1•Hanna's POV•

04•02•2010

Hanna's POV

"Hanna... I need to tell you something..." Harry said, sliding on the couch next to me.

"What is it?" I said facing him.

"Well... Um... You see..." He trailed off.

"Harry" I said, putting my hands on his shoulders. "You're starting to scare me, just spit it out".

"Well... I got into the XFactor-"

"OH MY GOSH! That's amazing Harry! I am so happy for you!" I yelled, hugging him.

"Yeah... Thanks" he said pulling away from me. "But that's the thing... I'm leaving... Tonight... Like now... And I probably won't be able to see you for a year if I get in... Unless I get voted off" he said, standing up. I felt my heart go to my stomach. He was leaving me. But it was to for full his dream! I can't let him not go because of my selfish feelings that I didn't even understand.

"Harry, this is an amazing opportunity. You have to go. I'll be fine!" I said, standing up and opening the door.

"But Hanna, I have one last request" he said grabbing my hands and my breath hitched. He looked me in my blue eyes.

"Can you come for the drive to the airport? It would mean so much if my best friend could me off" he said as I nodded.

"Of course! And don't say 'one last request', it's not like we are never going to see each other again" I smiled at him. "C'mon, we don't want to miss your flight!" I yelled back at him as I went through the front door, grabbing my keys, phone and wallet. We got into the car and we were off to the airport.

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"Boarding plane 11:36 is now in session" The women's robotic voice called through the speakers.

"That's me" Harry said standing up. He looked at me with teary eyes and I started to cry. "Hey... Please don't cry..." Harry cooed pulling me into a tight hug. "Like you said, this isn't the last time we are going to see each other".

"I know, I know, I'm just going to miss you... A lot" I sobbed, looking into his emerald eyes.

"I'm going to miss you too" he smiled and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I got butterflies in my stomach. Why does this boy do this to me?! "I will call, text, email you at every time I can. Ok? I promise. So be waiting by the phone" he said, earning a a smile from me.

"Last call for plane 11:36!" The women's voice came through the speakers again.

"Ok now you really need to go" I pulled him into another hug.

"I'll miss you Hanna" Harry said picking up his suitcases.

"I'll miss you too Harry" I said as I let him go and he walked towards the plane, turning around and waving at me before he disappeared behind the corner.

"I love you Harry..." I whispered. I guess he will never know. But thats good, right? I mean, he might have just stayed if I told him. He could have missed his flight trying to tell me I didn't love him and that I was just saying that to make him stay. With a voice like his, he could become famous and I could have stopped him from making his dream come true. I guess it was for the best. I guess that's just what fate chose for us. But there is always that what if?