Curtain Call

Chapter Two

dear delilah,

so. life.

church.

its just so.... not even remotely interesting that i absolutely "cannot bear it" as you would say. i listened to the pastor go on for hours on end about jesus christ this and jesus christ that. but i did learn that jesus was originally a jew. I'm so going to look up more about jewism or jewdesm or whatever its called. i just want to see what was so bad about it that made him need to create another entire freaking religion. i mean wow. being a jew must be so much worse that being christian. maybe i can deal with church a little longer...

well other than my freakishly weird long rant thing about church (which is weird because i never think about church) mom and dad and i, we got to hang out after church which was cool. and they weren't acting like their normal bitchy selves so it was fun. we played rummy q and the game of life and sorry and guess who and a whole bunch of board games. it was awesome. they told me that maggie could help me out with math and stuff so i mean thats good because although you are a great tutor and have 100.08% in the class doesn't mean you can really teach me. I'm barely passing with our constant hours of studying. and my lack of sleep. and my obsession with buzzfeed on youtube. so its mainly your fault for not being able to tutor me ;). no its my fault for just not being good at math and sucky with time management and shit.

THEATER!! my gosh I was so excited when i figured out we were doing a play. a 9th grade only one!! we can get lead roles!! hell yes. ill have to ask you tomorrow what play we are doing cuz i didn't pay enough attention to the sign. but auditions are on tuesday next week i think.

i think it might be some cheesy disney crap play, but at least its a play... am i right?

see ya tomorrow,

jade

ps thanks for coming with me to the farmers market on thursday. ill explain to your parents why you were gone. just give me an hour to come up with an excuse. the shirt is super comfy btw.

pps i only have to see maggie once every two weeks so i wont have to deal with someone trying to break be open and make me all vulnerable every week. lets just see what happens next week. it'll be like hell for sure

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Dear Jade,

I'm so happy that you had that game night. I wanted to have one with my family, but, as usual, my sister was with friends, my brother playing video games, and my parents watching all the movies they have on Netflix. Basically "family game night" was just me playing Sorry by myself. (and boy was I a sorry sight)

It makes me so frustrated to see how "close" we are as a family. Always when they preach in church about these ideas of family, they nod their heads. I think "finally we are doing something as a family" but of course we never do. It's honestly a horrible way to live.

My sister is always going out. Since I share a room with her I always hear her sneak out the windows. It's very useful on my part. I use this knowledge as blackmail and to know where all the good parties are. We should go to one! I'll talk to you about this tomorrow. Anyways, whenever she sneaks out I hear many voices of people I know. It's always her best friend Lilly, her followers (her words not mine) Samantha and Alex, and a boy's voice who I don't know. But he's always there at the window waiting for her. I'm scared of what she does. When she comes home (at like 2 in the morning) she'll smell of different things. I hope she doesn't get herself in trouble.

My brother on the other hand literally does nothing. I swear he sits on his ass all day and chats with people online. All he cares about is his video games. I honestly only see him out of his room is when he needs to eat or go to the bathroom. I honestly sometimes forget I have a brother. Like sometimes when he comes out of his room I don't even recognize him.

I'm SUPER DUPER excited for the play!!! Even if they haven't announced yet what the play is, I KNOW we can get the main roles!!! This is going to be fun for us! I've always wanted to be an actress and sing and this is just what I needed. Hopefully we can find a good crowd of people to hang out with. Harry's going to audition too! (Although I'm betting you beat him over any role <3)

Much love,

Delilah