Don't Let Me Go

Back To Hell

In the morning, my alarm went off so I knew it was time for school. I looked to my side and Luke wasn't there. Where'd he go? I guess he went home... Oh well. I got up and threw on my MTV shirt and some black skinny jeans. I walked downstairs and I saw Luke in the kitchen.

"Luke..? What are you doing?" I said while walking toward him.

"Making breakfast. Well... Bacon. I don't know how to cook much stuff." He said while pointing to the bacon.

"That's fine. I'm not that hungry anyway." I said while laughing.

We started eating and waited for Ashton to pick us up for school.

"You look nice today." He said while putting his arm around me.

"So do you." I said while putting my head on his shoulder.

Ashton finally got to my house a few minutes later. We got in the car and Ashton still looked upset from finding out about Nicki cheating. It was a very silent at ride because of Ashton. He didn't talk the whole ride there.

We got to school while Ashton still looked upset and didn't talk. Luke and I walked into school holding hands. I saw a few people pointing at me and staring. I bet Nicki told people about what happened yesterday. Then I saw Nicki with her huge black eye and fake crying. I can tell she's faking. A girl from down the hall yelled at me,"EMO!" And the whole hall started laughing. I tried to just let it pass and I kept walking with my head down. Luke put his arm around me trying to protect me.

"KILL YOURSELF EMO!" People started yelling and I felt a tear stream down my face. I just wiped my tear and kept walking to class.

"Don't listen to them Ami." Luke whispered into my ear.

"How can I not listen when they're yelling at me and laughing?" I said while more tears ran down my face.

I just hugged him then walked into glee club.

I sat down away from everyone else. Everyone stared at me and pointed at me. But then Harry walked in class and he sat next to me. Suddenly everyone went silent and stopped pointing and giggling.

"Why are you sitting with me?" I said while still having my head down.

"We're friends aren't we?" He said smiling at me.

I looked at him and smiled. "I guess we are." I said.

We had a substitute in class today and she said we could just talk today.

"So... Are you still upset with Nicki?" I asked while turning to him.

"I'm more upset with her telling the whole school your secret." He said sounding angry.

"Obviously I'm upset about it too..." I said while putting my head back down.

"It should pass sometimes soon." He said while lifting my head back up.

"Doubt it. Everyone knows and they're all laughing at me." I said.

"It'll be fine." He said while pushing my hair behind my ear.

"Remember I have a boyfriend Harry." I said while smiling and putting his hand down.

"I know. But I still like you." He said while touching my hand.

"Well... I love Luke. For now lets just stay friends." I said trying to hide I like him too.

"Come on Ami, you can't deny you like me too. Even a little. Deep down you know you like me back." He said while smiling at me.

"Ok. Maybe I do. But I love Luke more." I said while blushing.

"But you still like me too. That's all that matters." He said while still smiling.

"Whatever makes you happy Harry." I said while laughing.

Class ended a few minutes later. Then we walked out of class and more people started yelling at me again. Now guys started yelling too. I just walked faster to class. Harry left because he needed to get to class.

"AMI!" I heard Luke yell from down the hall. I turned around and ran to him trying to get through the people screaming at me.

"Are you ok?" He said while hugging me.

"Never better..." I said while hugging him back.

It was time for lunch so Luke and I walked to the cafeteria. I sat down with the lads and Ashton still seemed still upset about Nicki. "I'll be back. I'm going to get some pizza." Luke said while getting up. I nodded and put my head down. The other lads thought it would be best to leave me alone for A while so they went to get lunch too. "Hey emo." I heard Nicki say while she passed me. After she said that, everyone else kept saying "EMO" to me. I cried more and more then Luke tried running to me, but I ran out of the school. I ran home before anyone else would yell at me. I ran upstairs to my bathroom and grabbed a razor. I cut my wrists. Deeper. And deeper. I cried, and cut. I heard the doorbell ring so I walked downstairs. My wrist was bleeding a lot. I felt dizzy. I opened the door, it was Harry.

"Ami? Are you o-" he said before he saw my wrist.

"I'm fine Harry..." I said before everything went black.