Don't Let Me Go

I Love You

"Ma'am?" I heard a voice say. I opened my eyes and realised it was a young, ginger haired nurse. I stood up immediately and asked "Is Harry ok?"

"Well, yes and no. We got him out of surgery about 10 minutes ago. He's in ok shape, but he's having trouble breathing. We didn't want him to have company right away, but now he's ok to have one person at a time visit him. He won't wake up for a while, but you can go see him." The nurse said very kindly.

I asked "Can you show me to his room please?" She said "Of course."

Before I went to see Harry, I woke up Bella and told her that Harry is out of surgery and I was going to see him.

The nurse then showed me Harry's room. "I'll give you some privacy. If either of you need anything, please tell me." The nurse said very politely.

"Thank you so much. What's your name? I'm Ami." I said.

"My name is Maddy." She said while smiling and then walked out of the room.

After she walked out, I sat next to Harry. Harry was in a hospital gown, tubes in his nose helping him breathe, and had an iv in his arm. I held his hand and talked to him as if he could hear me. I know he couldn't, but I felt alone and I needed to talk to someone.

"Hey Harry... It's me, Ami. I know you can't hear me, but thank you. Thank you for saving my life. It really means a lot to me. I just wish you didn't have to risk your life to save mine... You almost died because of me. Please don't scare me like that again. I care about you and I can't live without you. I love you so much, please don't scare me like that ever again." I stared crying and I kept staring at him. Waiting for him to say something back. Or at least let me know he's listening.

*Harry POV*

Am I dead yet? I still can't open my eyes. I can only hear and feel again. I hear a nurse talking to I think Ami. Sounds like her. I wish I could hug her and let her know I'm here and that I'm ok. Now I can feel someone holding my hand.

"Hey Harry... It's me, Ami."

Wow it is Ami.

"I know you can't hear me, but thank you. Thank you for saving my life. It really means a lot to me."

I can hear you Ami. I really can. I just can't talk back to you.

"I just wish you didn't have to risk your life to save mine... You almost died because of me."

I would do anything for you. No matter what it takes, I will always keep you safe.

"Please don't scare me like that again. I care about you and I can't live without you."

I can't live without you either Ami.

"I love you so much, please don't scare me like that ever again."

I love you too. I just wish you could hear me. I can hear her crying. Why can't I just wake up and tell her I'm fine? Why can't I hug her and tell her I'm here for her? Why can't I tell her how much I love her?

Come on Harry, wake up.

Wake. Up.

WAKE UP.

HARRY WAKE UP!!!

*Ami POV*

I wait for him to say something back. I keep thinking he's listening to me. I feel like he's still here. Awake. I decide to give him some space and for me to get some fresh air. I kissed his forehead, then I walked out of the room.

Right as I go back to the waiting room, I see Liam, Louis, Zayn, Niall, and Bella waiting to know if Harry is ok. They all stood up waiting for me to say something.