Don't Let Me Go

The Party

It was time to go outside. But I'm scared because what if I loose my virginity to Harry? While I'm in a relationship! And tomorrow I'm going to Luke's house. I hope nothing happens tonight with Harry. But you never know...

I walked out in my tight pink dress that was so uncomfortable and the stripper heels that make me feel like I'll fall. Karla and I got in his car. I was in the front with Harry, while Karla was in the back with Louis. While Louis and Karla were making out, Harry and I were just talking.

"You look nice tonight Ami." Harry said very nicely.

"Thanks! You too." I said to him.

I just sat there the whole time but I could see in the corner of my eye Harry checking me out. I wish I could just say right now I have a boyfriend, but if I did he probably would kick me onto the streets. I at least want to be driven home.

We got to Harry's house and Harry opened the door for me and helped me out. He was being a gentleman. But then, while we were walking in his house, he put his arm around my waist then went lower and lower till his hand was on my ass. I was going to move it away, but I saw Karla looking at me and shaking her head telling me not to. So his hand stayed. I already felt uncomfortable.

We got in his house, and it was as big as Karla's house! Why do they all have nice houses? Anyway, I saw some more people in there. Harry showed me around.

"Ami, this is Zayn and his girlfriend Bella." He said showing me to a couple. Zayn was wearing a varsity jacket, and jeans. While his girlfriend Bella had a superman crop top, black jean booty shorts, and DC shoes.

"I like your shirt" I said to Bella.

"Thanks! I like your shoes!" She said nicely.

"Ok well I'm going to show Ami around more. Bye!" He said to them.

"This is Liam and his girlfriend Merritt." Harry said while pointing me to another couple. Liam had a plaid shirt on and skinny jeans. Merritt had beautiful, long blonde hair! I love her hair!

Then Harry walked me over to a blonde boy sitting alone. I felt bad for him. He seemed nice.

"This here is my best friend Niall" Harry said to me.

"Hey! I'm Ami." I said to the blonde boy.

"Hey! Nice to meet you." He said with a cute Irish accent.

"Bye Niall!" Harry said while walking me somewhere.

We went to the kitchen and he got out some whiskey, vodka, beer, and wine.

"Want one?" He asked me.

"Um.. Just a beer." I said.

He handed me a beer and Harry got a beer too. Then we drank some. Then Harry leaned in trying to kiss me, but I leaned backwards trying to get away. So then I walked out of the kitchen saying,"Lets go talk to people."

I'm so awkward. He seemed kind of upset. Oh well, I don't want to cheat.

I walked over to Niall and just talked to him because he seemed cool.

"Hey Niall!" I said very cheery.

"Hey Ami! I thought you were with Harry?" He said confused.

"Um.. Ya, I just thought you could use some company." I said to him.

"Oh. Well we're all about to play truth or dare, want to play?" He said while walking over to the people in a circle. Guess we're playing over there.

"Sure!" I said while walking with him.

I walked over and when I was about to sit, I felt Harry come up behind me and hug me. Then he sat down and saved a spot next to him for me. We all sat down and started to play.

"Truth or dare... Niall!" Zayn said.

"Dare." He said very confidently.

"I dare you to kiss Liam." He said pointing to Liam.

Niall got up, walked over to Liam then sat on his lap and kissed him. Then he got up and walked away like nothing happened. We all laughed at Liam's face. He was shocked.

"Truth or dare.. Bella!" Niall said pointing at Bella.

"DARE!" She yelled.

"I dare you to make out with Zayn." Niall said with a smirk and wink.

"We would've done that anyway so whatever." Zayn said while looking at Bella.

"You got a room we can go to Harry?" Zayn said while getting up and helping Bella up.

"Just go to my parents room." Harry said trying to get rid of them.

They ran upstairs. They seemed excited...

"Truth or dare... Ami!" Louis said.

"Um... Pass?" I said not wanting to do anything sexual.

"No. You can't do that." Karla said to me.

"Ugh.. Fine.. Truth." I said.

"You're boring.. Um, is it true you can drink a whole glass of vodka? If so, prove it." Louis said with a smirk.

Being the competitive girl I am, I said,"Of course I can." I said while getting up and walking to the kitchen.

I came back with a glass of vodka. I drank every last bit of it then obviously I felt crazy already. I threw my glass and I sat again on the floor.

"I feel great!! Truth or dare.. HARRY!!" I said sounding very excited.

"Dare." He said while staring deeply into my eyes. Fuck what am I doing.

"I dare you to kiss me." I said while winking.

It wasn't very romantic but I pulled his head in and I made out with him right there. Everyone cheered and he got up and said,"Yeah, we'll be back later." Then he grabbed me and brought me upstairs to his room. The first thing I did was take off my shoes. I couldn't last another second in those death traps. I was going crazy. He sat on the bed, and I ripped off his shirt and made out with him even more. I pushed him on the bed and I was on top of him kissing his mouth, then I went to his neck, then his chest, and lower, and lower. I didn't get to his pants, but still I could tell Harry enjoyed it. I could hear him moan when I was kissing his abs. He couldn't take it anymore. He sprung up, ran to the bathroom and got a condom then ran back. I took off my ridiculously tight dress and all I had on was the thong and the bra. Harry took off his pants and I could see he had a boner. It was very obvious. He put on the condom, then he jumped on the bed and he tore off the thong and started to thrust. I was in a lot of pain at first, but then I started to like it. So I just went with it. I took off my bra, and then I realised we were both naked. At first I told him to go slow because it was my first time. Then I screamed for him to go faster. He kissed my mouth for the others won't hear me scream. But I could hear him moan anyway while he was kissing me. I could tell he's not new to this. Because it was amazing. Then he started kissing my neck, and I moaned even louder. Then I screamed really loud when we reached our boiling point. Then he fell down on the bed. He laid right next to me. He looked at me with his loving eyes and he kissed me. I got up and put my clothes on and I walked out. He probably was confused why. But then I went to the bathroom and cried because I just cheated on my boyfriend. I cried for half an hour then I walked out. I told Karla I needed to go home. So she said bye and I walked out. Harry came after me and said,"Wait! You don't need to leave!"

"I know. But I want to." I said while I still had my mascara running down my cheek.

"At least let me take you home." He said kindly.

"Ok..." I said while still crying.

It was a long quiet car ride. I got home then walked in and I ran to my room and cried more. I can't believe I just did that...